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I'm so scared
2 months ago
I could happilly just not go. I know it’s what I want to do and all that, but it’s just so scary. I’m terrified. I don’t feel like I can cope with this… Breathe…
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Rachie_xo Oasis Forever!
1st Proper session with Shrinky lady
2 months ago
It’s depressing and frustrating talking to these people
But I know that if I stick with it it will help…
Crosses Fingers
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Going for CBT
4 months ago
this Thursday, I’m a bit nervous! If that isn’t Irony, I don’t know what is!
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Booked an appointment
5 months ago
to see a consultant psychologist
Going in about two weeks.
Really looking forward to it in a weird way, just want to see what she says, and if she can help me. I hope so. I just want to be me again
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My consultant
6 months ago
has decided he wants me to go see my GP and get her to refer me to The Priory for CBT.
The Priory, I ask you!?
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...but, i went to the doctors today, and to college, and then the pharmasist’s, tescos and the petrol station, had only one minor panic attack AND i haven’t even had any valium all day!
Then I made spicy fake chicken and vegetables for lunch. That part is totally irrelevant, but TASTY!
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I'm scared
8 months ago
to go to the shop.
What is actually wrong with me, I should be able to go to the shop without freaking out, shouldn’t I?!
It’s not even far. I want to be normal again.
Since she died, I really just want to stay in my house =[
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The doctor gave me
9 months ago
an emergency prescription for diazepam
it’s alright, I guess…
It was just to get me through the funeral and the next few days, so I’ll not be on them for long..
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AARG!
9 months ago
I’m so stressed because my Gran’s not well, and she’s in the hospital, and my mum’s really stressed out too, so we’re both getting ill.
I hate the fact that any stress whatsoever just makes my stomach go pure insane and I can’t eat like ANYTHING without feeling really sick.
I HATE THIS!
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Maths test
12 months ago
I had a test in maths last week and i had to run out three times because i was freaking out so much.
i didn’t think i knew the work and every time i looked at it it just started swimming infront of my eyes and i thought i was going to be sick.
got the results back on friday, and i got 41 out of 43 marks.
so i was freaking out for NO REASON and i was so proud but so angry at myself!!
