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Who I Am 9 months ago

I feel like I have become myself again. Everything I liked about myself is back. Maybe I never actually lost myself, because of all of the positive comments I receive from people. But I felt like I had.

This goal was my main new year’s resolution for 2007. It was a bit of an abstract goal, but I FEEL that it’s been done. :-)

I am not exactly sure what was the main trigger of feeling more like myself. A lot has changed this year. I graduated university. I broke up with my long term boyfriend. I moved back in with my parents. It could be any one or all of those that changed me.

I may have been too stressed in college to be as free as I wanted to be. Which means that I probably made a good decision in not going straight to grad school. I may have changed myself in my relationship, because it had been 3 years. Maybe that was the reason I wasn’t upset about breaking up and actually wanted to do it! I may be more myself when I spend time with my family. I love them, they love me, and we are all pretty crazy. I missed them over the past 4 years.



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Nate 11 months ago

“Anyway, you should know, in case you didn’t already, that you are an awesome girl and a great friend to everyone. I frequently remember how you were always smiling, dancing, sending out holiday cards, and just generally being happy-go-awesome :)”

My friend Nate from college sent me an email recently and these sentences really made me feel good. This is how I want to be seen!



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In a Funk! 1 year ago

Every time I think I know myself inside and out; up and down, I turn right around and prove I don’t know what the hell I’m talking about. And if one more person tells me life begins at 40 I’m gonna spit!!! Even though I’m finding out it happens to be true for me, its so damn cliche’! I’m being a little dramatic, but sometimes I honestly feel like I’m no wiser than the day before. My husband (whose reading over my shoulder.)will tell you this is a rarity because I usually act like I know everything! Most of the time, I do. (ahh, I feel much better!)



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Stranger 1 year ago

Last week a customer at the store I work in said I must be new because he hadn’t seen me there before. He said that I had a nice presence.

:-)



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Positivity Journal 1 year ago

All this year I have been making a positivity journal. I think it was working, but I have backtracked quite a bit since moving back into my parent’s house.



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Professor Pawl! 1 year ago

She is my English Lit professor. She told me my papers have excellent clarity at the level of the sentence. And she doesn’t throw around that compliment loosely.

:-D



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Rob! 1 year ago

Rob was one of my freshman year RAs. He came back to visit us now that we are all seniors. He wrote quick notes to all of us. Here’s part of mine:

“Anyways, thx for your tremendous attitude. So happy, so energetic all the time. You’re so great to be around. Don’t lose that in the “real world” because I certainly wish there were more Victorias.”



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Julia! 1 year ago

The girl I said in a different goal that I think is pretty cool and want to get to know better told me this the other day: “I didn’t know you were so fun to hang out with! I wish I’d known sooner than our last semester.”

That makes me happy and I think it proves I’m in the right direction to being who I want to be.



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Be The Girl I Know I Am 1 year ago

I know that I can be the girl that I want to be. I want to be the life of the party, a valued friend, one of a kind, someone that people want to stay in touch with.

I want to be a positive, optimistic, fun person. I think I should surround myself with positive people and things.



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Be More Positive 2 years ago

I am negative a lot. I want to try to become more positive in my life and the things that I say and think. I want to be more fun to be around.



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