Fulfill my heart's most wanted secret impossible goal

before it even had a chance to start. Come to find out the reason for her temporary consideration…her boyfriend moved away and she panicked. Another class act!

how things are unfolding.

My goal here is not to just have my ex back but rather to reconcile with my ex and have a healthy marriage that is centered on God and to have the kind of marriage that will be an example for my children.

On a personal level I find my ex rather not attractive. She has perpetually demonstrated a heart that is self centered, unpatient, and unkind. Not to totally slam her and say that I am not without faults myself, but the these things about her constantly put my resolve to the test. It’s like trying to fill a bottomless pit that can’t be filled. How do you share and communicate with someone who has no empathy and no ability to see anything past their own point of view?

miracles ever cease!? Hmm, I’m going to ressurect this and see where it goes. I don’t have really high hopes here and I’m not sure I even want to bother, but what the heck, lets see.

Note to self, don’t hold breath waiting.

It wasn’t from a lack of effort…

Knowing when to let go is just as important as knowing when to hold on as someone once said.

I don’t know after today I just don’t think this is really going to happen as much as I would like it to. A bridge burnt down by someone else is nearly impossible to rebuild. It is time to face the sad reality that it is time to let go.

Looking rather bleak at this point, but who knows.

Possible progress, kind of early to tell but enough to get me wondering…

It’s like a wish, I cant tell or it won’t come true but its the thing my heart seeks most!