love unselfishly

billy. william. same thing.

on 10/2/06 i started dating someone that had already made a significant impact in my life. someone that is sincere, intelligent, incredibly attractive, and “normal.”

he is good to talk to… he listens. he’s a hard worker but he knows when to relax. and he’s responsible and it’s so appealing to me in every way.

i love to cook him dinner, clean his house, and do things that will surprise or please him, although he asks me to do none of this… it fulfills me.

i feel like i can confidently say, at this point, that i am completely in love with him unselfishly.

While I’ve come to believe as humans it’s not possible to be 100% unselfish all the time – I think I’m doing good. I’ve found that a lot of the problem is that Ron spoils me. He won’t say what he wants to do – he insists on doing what I want. I make sure to get him to do what he wants now and again. Things like that bring us a lot closer together.

I love Ron more than I can say. I don’t need to love him more – but I need to be less selfish in our relationship. I pretty much always get my way – and when I don’t I pout and then I get my way. I should try to make it more about him too.