be happy with my myself

i am happy with myself lately. think i can mark this as done. i still need to work on my self-confidence a lot but i started looking at life from a different angle and i am going to contunue doing so. so i mark this as accomplished. it is totally worth it. because the person we should love most in life is ourselves. when we learn to do so we learn to love others. i need to dig into this more and more!

so i was on hols. so i got a nice tan, my face lost the tired unsatisfied, nervous, stressfull look. i gained a kilo at least and it doesn’t really matter as i still look absolutely great with the glow all around me. oh, holidays is something that brings life back into you for sure!
i decided to love myself more. think it only helps to keep feeling happy.
pampered myself last night, this morning, going to do that all the time now. i am the most important person to me. so why not love myself more? why not care about my body? why not give it an extra bit of attention?
the same goes with the mind. when i feel happy with my looks, i feel more self-assured, i started being interested not only in the new arrivals in clothing stores, but looking into good films, music. so great to be interested, so good to learn new things, makes you want to learn even more.
it is a hard work to love myself but i hope this time i will not loose the battle. the long evenings of upcomming winter scare me loads, but i expect to make my life interesting and fight not to loose the love for myself again.

i reached my limit weight and even got over it this morning. but believe it or not i just put some nice clothing on and went out smiling.
i make my own happiness. why let a kilo ruin my day? no! but it still has to go:)

had my hair done and i actually started liking the way i look. need to get rid of 4 kilos but i am not obsessed with that – even if it never happens i kind of start liking myself more.
just need to hand about another while and see what happens when i have a bad hair day again. hmmm… any suggestions how to overcome that???

but i am still not so very happy with myself. i am trying very hard to think positive and be happy with myself. i am sure i will find the way. i will get there:)

Ive realized I have to impress no one. I am with the love of my life and he loves me the way I am. I never hear him say I should change things about myslef and I dont think he would. I dont care what others really think about me anymore either. Im me. Im happy how I am and thats whats important. My man loves me and Ive started to love me too! I think thats why Im ok with this and can mark it off my list. ♥ Im happy with me!

Although I think girls like Nicole Richie are insanely beautiful they are not who I am. I used to look at magazine and want to be the girls on them. I realized that Ill NEVER be the girls in the magazines. Im a short girl 4’8 to be exact & I cant change that. My skin is pale white & although Ive tried I cant change that lol I burn to quick. Right now Im pregnant so Im extremely fat, but even then Ill never be a size 5 and I am slowly becoming ok with that. When I met my bf I wasnt a size 5 shoot not even a 6 or 7 and he fell in love with me. :) I knew then that the girls in the magazines dont get everything!