Become more self confident

The school that I’m currently attending actually has one goal that a lot of people have come together on. It is to raise my self confidence. ‘Why in the world are they doing this?’, one might ask. Truth is, I don’t know why either. But the thing is, it’s working. I’m actually talking and socializing with people. Even my parent friends say that they have seen a difference. God is letting me become more comfortable in my skin and these settings, and for that I am truly grateful.

I am trying so hard to be this fun confident energized girl. I appear that way to everyone…even my mother. She thinks I’m over confident…which makes me even more under confident. I just want to be myself…and I don’t know who myself is.

Its hurts alot. That also why I started cuting myself a whle back. I didn’t know how to let the real me out…

Anyone else have this problem?

Ive learned that I’ve become very good at fooling myself and others around me. People think im the “cute cocky funny girl” when all im really doing is crying inside.

my life its going on after it has just taken the worst last year. my father past, i had a baby with out the father even being concerned, i had to settle for a retail job full time instead of going to school, my sister and i failed maintaining 2 houses. I don’t have enough income to get my own place yet. I feel like a failure. i fail myself, my dad, and my child.