own a house on the beach

The beach is my ultimate favorite place in the world. I want a vacation house so bad, i want to walk outside and be directly on the beach. I would love to make this purchase but i would have to get a real job, which i am currently working towards

I want to have a house @ the Yucatan Peninsula

i want to be prefessional

Own a beach house in my name

A lifelong dream

Not that I am dieing, ( Not anytime soon that I know of), I just want to live I mean really live! you know, maybe you don’t, but i will tell you, I just don’t feel I am living the life I am supposed to be living! I have two wonderful boys, a small affordable apt in a great neighborhood in NY, a college degree, I am not bad looking, and aside from my diabetes I am overall healthy, yet I feel like I been asleep for years!!! Why??? I want a house on the beach! I want to surf and have real friends, I want to be the coolest mom ever forever young! Sip martinis and have dinner parties, travel more, and just smile!!!! I want to get a tummy tuck and maybe a boob job and look like a porno star without actually being one!!! I want to wear a two piece!!!!!!! or nothing at all!!!! I want to live! Ride hot street bikes and get a tattoo on my lower back of wings signifying my release from my old life and maybe put a pink stripe in my hair just because, I want to be get over the love i lost which hurt my heart so bad! I want to live and eat pineapples in the morning have no color pattern in my home and let the stars become my ceiling! I want to laugh and play and learn to jump rope! i want to live!!!! Do I want too much?

I will start saving money to do this. I once heard a teacher tell me a story that if you start with a penny and double it every day you will have like a million dollars in a month so why not do something like that?

How about 5 dollars a week? That’s not too hard.

When I get back to california I’m gonna buy a jar and decorate it for my new home fund.

yay!

Not giving up just putting on hold. It’s not really feasible for me to own a house on the beach at this point in my life but I definitely want to live on the beach at some point in the future. When that time comes, I’ll move this goal back to my main list of 43 things.

As the title says, this website fucked up yet another one of my entries. It is not that i simply want to own beachfront property for it’s prestige and aesthetic value. I want to live with my wife on the perfect beach… i’ll know when i get there!

I have had so many of those brief moments in time, where at that exact moment, you feel as though you are experiencing what Heaven must be like. These have almost all occurred at the beach. I feel a part of God when I stare at the water, watch the bait fish leaping, and the dolphins swimming by. Seeing my husband and children playing on the beach on a bright sunny day is truly a slice of heaven. A house on the beach would be an opportunity to experience those moments more often.