be more disciplined and organized

My everyday worries, about academics, about the school work I must do, my emotional eating, my shopaholic lifestyle, and my envious mindset all is effected by my inability to control my life. I accept the fact that i’m not perfect, but i’ve come to the understanding that by taking all these issues into consideration, I can do my best…..the best I can do to improve my inability to control my emotions and take control. I’m ready to be a happier me! This in turn will allow me to love those around me because not only will I be on top of my game ( i.e academics and exercise routine), my friends and family will be more happy because I won’t be anxious and in a rush like I currently feel i am around them. I don’t expect perfection, because god knows that that will never happen, but I want to be in control of my emotions of my thoughts and for once really believe in myself and my capabilities. Along with persistence, discipline is key to success and I love success. Not a success that is defined by society or even those close to me, but what I define as success. This is my world and I am somebody. I am me. I dont need someone to make me a somebody. Also, i’m not defined by objects, my failures, my achievements, my body, money, my friends, or my gpa. I am who I am. I only want a better me so that I can love my friends and family more & enjoy a life with out unnecessary stress.

It means (for me): 1) Set priorities. 2) Dont promise too much.
sigh Now lets move on to the practical part…

I’m in a point in my life where I know what is wrong and I know what to do about it. So you’d think that I would execute the plan, right? WRONG. For the past 7 months, after graduating college w/ a degree in economics & management, I haven’t saved any money, nor have i been responsible to pay some of my debt. I’ve been working and partying. I think that it is enough. I should party when it’s time to party: weekends. I have put together a plan for myself, and it’s time to execute it. I will feel so much better about myself. So today, I will start executing my plan using various strategies. My main plan before anything is to hangout less often w/ my pot smoking buddies, including my brother, who is a pothead like me. Once my mind is clear off herb, I will be able to execute everything w/ greater efficiency.

I have many goals in my life. I feel that the main way to accomplish them is to first find a solution. In my case, I feel that I need to be a very disciplined person in order to accomplish everything to its fullest. My main response on how to solve all my life goals is through discipline and organization.I think that discipline and organization separates us in terms of success. Success doesn’t come easy and it usually comes to people who strive to accomplish their dreams and goals. I need to make major changes in my life. Not too many, but the changes I need to make will be drastic. At least, I ve come to realize that there is a fault: a crack in my life. I need to make major changes. Not just patching things up but rectifying the direction I’m heading. Everyday, as I make a change, I will think of the day that my goals will be accomplished. Until then, I will get to work and I will write my progress. I will start tomorrow by buying an organizer. A very simple one, but little things accumulate to great things.

I’m trying, not really successful, but I heard a wise man say once, “Success is getting up one more time then you fall down”.

Just gotta set one goal and stick to it!