stop looking at porn

I’m a hardcore Christian but I can’t seem to stop watching pornography :(
Each time I do it I get a disgusting feeling in my stomach and I pray for forgiveness but I don’t know how many times God can forgive one person for the same sin

I keep going back to it…

first my belief system:

I have a conservative Christian background but I don’t call myself a Christian. My belief in GOD is really not set in stone. I have speculated other religions…there are just too many religions claiming to be the TRUE religion…**ck that.

Anyway, I’ve gotten that desire from my Christian background. Listening to the preaching and teaching I do see a valid point these preachers make. It’s pretty much just wishful thinking and lust of the eyes and flesh. I sincerely need to get laid instead of look at porn.

I guess a more realistic goal for me now would be to keep my viewing of porn limited to x amount of times in a day/week and go from there.

Sometimes I feel it has become an addiction. I need to replace that energy on something more productive.

Ok Im not looking at any!!! But I’d better not speak to soon.

No more for me starts 2day!

I just really need help…Ive tried numerous of times…but now I really want to..

seems like the longest I have gone is 37 days without porn or m..that is hard to do but the lord helped me. today is A new day Im not gOING TO LOOK AT IT ANY MORE!!! got to quit THE BIBLE SAYS PRESENT YOUR BODY A LIVING SACRIFICE HOLY TO HIM…MAYBE THAT WILL DO IT …PLUS WHAT GIRL WOULD WANT A WANKER??? I guess its finaly time to MAN UP.

I’ve just been through all the entries here, stating form the oldest one. Needless to say, it’s very encouraging. I’m in the University and have been struggled with the problem for almost five years now, since I was in high school. The most I’ve succeeded so far in abstaining is about a month.

Starting today, no matter what, I’m going to deal with this problem leaving no stone unturned. I’m resolute. Gonna attack it left, right and centre. Staring with meditation and yoga and whatever else to get a balanced mindset, I’m ready, but most importantly I’ll make sure to get back here to feel strong again, whenever I go weak.

I’m starting today, never to return to the sick world of porn. Good luck everyone and God bless you all!!

Competition might help me stop. I’m starting today 3/11/09. It is a bad habit that is not worth doing. Promotes the wrong thing, plus you are making money for the trash of the world.

I lasted half a month, but gave in when I let my defense down. Shits hard to beat. Fucking tired of it being so fucking easy to get a hold of it. Damn Internet. DONE WITH IT.

With myself, I basically have no will power of my own. Of what turned out a great day turned into disaster. I so hate myself right now… I’m serious. I will. Not. Look. At porn. If I fail then I might as well stay off the computer for the rest of my life, I swear on my life, I will not let you guys down. I mean it.

For a long time I haven’t looked at it, like 3 months. But just one day, I accidentally did, and that changed everything.

Now I don’t really search for porn, I honestly always trip on it, then a few days pass and I really want to look at the same site (softcore mostly) so I do.

Today I had a serious urge doing schoolwork, of course I just didn’t do anything, and about 10 minutes passed and the feeling went away.

I’d say I’m almost free of porn, but looking at girls in underware or bra by accident doesn’t make me a addict.

Soon…. I will stop.