be cheerful

Ever since I started this goal..things have changed on the positive side. Trying not to entertain bad mood or troubles and be a little bit more cheerful.

I want to be more cheerful, celebrate life and be happy with what I have. Always want to achieve more but I want that in a cheerful way.

I think it has a lot to do with the random motivation I found … I hope there’s more to it than the massive sugar high from making homemade Christmas candy, but I’ll take what I can get.

I feel like everything’s in perspective and fabulous things are happening, all’s leading up to even better situations for me. I feel like I’m in control! Definitely something to stay cheerful about.

but I’m not so smily either. I need inspiring friends and I need to be one too.

I am very happy of late! I feel like I have really found myself during this 9 month journey of creating a life!

I am feeling a lot more cheerful lately. I guess it’s bcos I have made a conscious effort to feel more positive about things. I feel a bit hormonal today and I don’t know why. I think it’s pregnancy hormones and I am feeling a big release from all the loneliness I have felt during my sickness. I guess I am realising that I do have friends who care about me and I am not alone after all.

I want to stay cheerful and not take on other people’s moods.

I don’t know if it is my pregnancy hormones or what but I feel a little bit down and out. When I’m home alone I feel lonely and wish that friends would call and when they do call I just don’t feel that up to it. Never mind. I have two invitations to go out tonight. I need to find the cheerfulness within myself :P right now a good strong cuppa and chilling with my cat is making me happy enough. I am prob just worn out from the pregnancy plus I can’t drink either, which shouldn’t be an issue but it is.

I’m better than ever about stopping a train of thought that will make me mad. I often find myself deep in thought and scowling, though. I don’t like that. I am ugly when I scowl. I want to stop dwelling on things I can’t change and just smile more often!

Practice, practice.