stop caring what others think.

I care a lot, everything I do, I do it with ‘what will they think of me’ in mind. I want to stop caring so much what others think and be free and happy to be exactly who I am, and always know that no matter what, no matter who is judging me, that it just doesnt matter, all that matters is that I know that I am a good person, and the right people will see that. I want to be a better person.

yup .

People like to talk about me.
I’ve heard some crazy shit about myself.

I need to not care, it’s destroying me.

To gain respect and recognition from others we need to learn to respect ourselves. It’s a high step to take, but taking it definitely pays off.

This is a very hard goal to complete. Worrying about what others think is so deeply engrained in me that it will take a huge effort to change. I think firstly it’s important to recognise actions I take or don’t take that are affected by what other people might think or say and THEN try to modify them next time around. Just got to keep chipping away.

i really need to do this,, i am very insecure about myself and dont really know who i am, i try to cover it by being obnoxiously loud and outgoing, people view me as dumb,when i really am not, i am just afraid to let my true self show, which i havent figured out who it is.

i really struggle with people pleasing. it is so ingrained in me that sometimes i don’t even notice it!
lately i’ve been really working on this and it’s changed a lot of things for me because i’ve had to put boundaries on relationships that were unhealthy.

so worth dealing with it though. i’m glad i see it and am able to have the strength to change it despite it’s difficulties.

Im Kasey. 8th grade.
on the outside: Outgoing, Happy, smiles-alot, nice
on the inside: Worried, Insecure, Willing, Careing, Loveing

welcome to my life.
im not gong to spend long on how people know me as, and how they see me.
because im trying not to care.
the inside, yeah, well, thats what im trying to fix here.
i need to stop worrying about what others think so much.
and baseing my actions off of it.
i shouldnt be doing and saying things so people will think better of me.
i need to rely on god more.
i would like to loose a pound or two.
i would like to not only be known as “popular”

and i wish i would stop oppsessing over what bryan and shelby think of me, and worring that somethings wrong.

for once, im going to be honest with myself.
and im going to find out who i am.

If I could do this, I’d be truly happy.

This single goal could change my entire life.

I’m the girl who in high school was too shy to even get up and sharpen a pencil, because people would look at me.

I’m the girl who keeps her hair long, so no one will see her face.

I’m the girl with really no friends, even after attending three high schools.

I’m the girl who will let life pass her by, because living life means others will be there watching.

I’m the girl no one wants to approach, because she’s too shy and awkward around others.