deal with it & let it go

make my morning commute very scary…i’m glad that my first client is at 8:30 so (hopefully) the city can either plow or sand or something…it seems like our street is last on the to do list & it’s bad when you can’t get out of your own street safely but once you get to the end of the street (another side street) the rd is much better…not that they plow the corner well either…you end up on the wrong side of the rd & halfway out onto that street before you can even see around the gigantic piles left by the lazy plow-drivers…
i’m not saying all plow drivers are lazy…i’m saying the ones that are scheduled to plow my street & neighborhood are lazy…
on the upside, if the roads are too sketchy for me to safely drive to Woburn, i now have the option of gong to the Lowell office :D & starting next wk i’ll be there 1 day a week…i’m looking forward to a 5 minute commute (een just once a week!! lol)

i tried to click “i’ve done this” for the goal “be happy” but it doesn’t take it off my list! what the…?
so i tried clicking “i want to do this” & it says it’s already on my list but yet it won’t let me add an entry either OR check it off as done…a bit odd isn’t it?
well, i guess i’ll always have “be happy” on my list now seeing as it won’t let me delete it or move it to the done list…so i suppose i’m on an eternal quest to remain happy!
:D silliness i tell ya!

to Portland, Maine on Tuesday morning (have to be there before 9:30AM)...i’d rather be staying there Monday night so if: traffic is a nightmare going up 495 or if i get lost (which i tend to do) i wouldn’t be worried about being late…so now, i have to pack up my car Monday night so i can leave here NO LATER than 6:30 Tues AM…i’m giving myself an extra hour just in case…if i get there early, i can find the nearest Dunkins & get a coffee!

it’s been a week & a half & i still can’t believe HE HIT MY F-N CAR!!!!
i park as far over & back on the driveway as i possbly can. my rear passenger tire is ON the back corner of the driveway, because i know he shouldn’t drive!
so he came home & started to back into the driveway (usual routine), he told me he saw my HEADLIGHT in his sideview mirror!!! so, instead of putting it in drive & pulling forward & to the left, he kept going “i straightened out to try not to hit it” HE HIT MY CAR!!!!!
now, my sideview mirror originally came to a slight point…now the drivers side has been shaved so the point is no longer there…
i know it’s not alot of damage & could have been worse, but that’s not the point…the pointis: MY FATHER HIT MY CAR WHILE IT WAS PARKED IN THE DRIVEWAY!!!!!!
i coulda killed him i was so mad!!!! i’m still mad about it & i suppose i probably won’t get over it..it’s MINE! noone else’s name or credit is involved! it’s MY CAR! MINE! noone else ever owned it, i bought it brand fricking new! i don’t even have 15K miles on it & HE HIT MY CAR!!! aaaaaarrrrrrgggggghhhhh!
then he asked why i didn’t talk to him for 3 days….hmmmm, let’s think about this shall we? first, you put me & my hubby in a position we DON’T want to be in (you are the only one to benefit from this headache), then you hit my car! WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU????
i should just forget about ever having anything nice because stupidity & ignorance always ruin it for me….