Ajjanna Allah Rabbi la oshrek behe shay2
i will know how to deal with it. :)
Ajjanna Allah Rabbi la oshrek behe shay2
i will know how to deal with it. :)
Ajjanna Allah Rabbi la oshrek behe shay2
find the way to stand up for myself. Clear pooh congestion in this project
Ajjanna Allah Rabbi la oshrek behe shay2
be strong and remember that everything is in god’s hands.
Ajjanna Allah Rabbi la oshrek behe shay2
how someone you love and respect turns out to be an asshole. :(, i don’t know how to stand up for people i love, or i used to love….this is very unfortunate.
Ajjanna Allah Rabbi la oshrek behe shay2
i do…..............the metal heart…....the warrior, the viking, the winnder, the iron woman, the iron maiden, the seventh son, hard like stone…......one mega statue …......never to be destroyed, unless by death….........soaring up high…........like an eagle …........haunting alllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
Ajjanna Allah Rabbi la oshrek behe shay2
i am always in the tunnel of the winds, like a straw that is blown by the breath of an ant. should start working on it…to stop being bullied by everyone.
he started talking about this girl who was supposedly trying to pick him up… i cut him off with…
me: why are you telling me this
him: what do you mean?
me: why are you telling me… maybe you should tell someone else..
him: does it make you feel uncomfortable? if you don’t want to hear it, just say so…
me: i don’t want to hear it
him: why?
me: cos i don’t want to hear it
...silence… then he keeps talking about other bullshit… what a prick!!!
but i did it, i cut all (direct) ties… its gonna a long hard road, but it will only make me a better person… right? it better!
lastnight was hard, i cried so much, half the time i wasn’t even sure why i was crying anymore
i prayed the rosary on my own, i can honestly say i’ve never done that before… i didn’t pray to be okay, i didn’t pray for inner peace, i didn’t pray for him to call me back, i didn’t even pray for me to stop hurting
i only prayed for one thing… for the Lord or Mary to just let me sleep… nothing else but just sleep… after hours of praying and crying… nothing :/
i need to do this, he is no good for me… he makes me happy temporarily, but he does more bad than good… i need to let this go…
i wish i was leaving sooner… it would make all of this seem so much easier