The past couple of days have been really hard for me. I totally forgot about my goals. I stopped caring. I have been acting like the old me, the one who doesn’t care about anyones feelings & let’s everything get to her. Now that I’m realizing this, I feel so broken & stupid. I can’t keep letting myself down like this, I have to learn to calm down & find better ways to control my anger. I don’t know why I let so much get to me but right now I feel so worthless. I hate being so depressed all the time, it’s just I’m so alone & being in the house all day makes everything worst. I’m going to take a cold shower, think things through, breathe in & out, then read a book & try my best to stay relaxed. 21 months ago
Im really disappointed in myself, to be honest. After a good start Im letting myself fall. It’s not to late to pick myself up but it sucks to feel like I can never stick to my goals, I always let myself down. I know I can accomplish anything if I try my hardest, I just have to keep going no matter how hard it is. This is just the beginning. 22 months ago
I broke down today. But then again, Im not even going to count it as a little thing because to me it was big. It’s sickening how others can’t just be happy for your happiness. Jealousy is a disease. Oh well, Im going to keep my head held high because giving up is not an option. 22 months ago
This morning something small but somewhat hurtful happened to me. It wasn’t a big deal though, & I knew it would most definitely not matter in 5 years or even a day, so there was no reason to let it put me down. I struggled a little but I let it go, & it made me feel great knowing I had just gotten one step further to letting the little things go. 22 months ago
I just realized how much i let the stupidest things get to me. I cant even put into words how I’m feeling at the moment. Like a complete failure. I know it takes time to accomplish goals, but once I get upset about something, I completely forget about my goals & then i end up regretting my actions. I feel so numb & lifeless. I need motivation. 22 months ago
the little things are the ones that have the power to hurt me the most. Things that shouldn’t matter at all to me make me so angry. I hate letting small pointless things take over me. 22 months ago
