Stop settling

Okay, one of my goal was Live instead of exist, and I think I completed it. Then someone email me asking how do you do that???? I can’t answer her because , today i had I gotten a D on my math test.

I mean to you or anyone a D is fuck passing anf back in the day I will be Like hell yeah but I want more than just settling you know

Someone once told me that you should never settle , cause you never know how much your worth
and all my life I been settling and I want to know how much I’m worth you know. m And I feel so lost and just back to square one. I know that life is a choice. everyday is a choice live or die. Cherish your life. I just don’t know what to do now. I need to work harder in math, but everything is just I feel disappointed in my self and I guess that is what hurts the most

Today, dear Sagittarius, you will decide to get your life back in order. Although you are still tired after all the hard work you have done over the past several months, you are ready to reassess your projects and commitments. You might feel that certain things need to change in your private life. However, you will discover who your real friends are, and this will feel good.

I discovered that as I get older I can’t be bothered to settle. It is hard work to convince your head of what you heart already knows.

I used to settle. It took me a long time to admit that to myself. I wouldn’t settle for less pay or less recognition, but I’d settle for men that were less than what I deserved. No, I wasn’t a doormat, but I could have done better.
I knew it as I was doing it but thought that perhaps this was as good as it would get -lame.

I don’t settle anymore, but this makes dating VERY hard.
I don’t expect perfection because it is unrealistic, boring and I’m far from perfect.
I am expecting someone who respects themselves, treats others well and isn’t afraid of being.

I want what I want. If this seems selfish to some people, I’m not sorry. I’ve settled for less than what I should have, and it’s only led to heartache. Maybe I just wasn’t aware of what may come, but it’s not like we come with a little roll-out of “side-effects”. How does one know what can happen? We don’t, we can only take chances, and get over it. I suppose this is a rather meta-physical way of looking at it, but I don’t think we have a choice. From now on, I will only take what seems to be the best of the best, in every aspect of my life.

I used to settle in relationships and I just refuse to. I confess that I have had unrealistic expectations in the past and have grown up and beyond those. I feel confident that I will know the difference between compromise and settling in my next relationship.

a damn direction! When it’s over, it’s over…and probably for a good reason, i.e. Darryl, lol.

Don’t look back…you’ll only get a pain in the neck. Literally.

i originally had “never settle for less than i deserve” for a goal..but then i realized that i already do that (settling for less than i deserve that is). so thus the revision. i’m well aware that the boys that i’ve let myself come across are not deserving of me simply because they don’t want what i want. i like to set myself up for failure. it’re more predictable…it’s the control freak in me