see my dad again

My dad died in Jan 05, and though it’s been painfully difficult to live without him I know that I’ll see him again someday. Until then I’m living for him, know that he is always with me.
I went skydiving in december to celebrate what would have been his 50th birthday and my 18th (something he had always wanted to do), it was the most amazing experience of my life and I can’t help but think that I may never had done that if I hadn’t lost him. In a way I’d like to think that it was his gift to me.

My dad died in the day before Thanksgiving this year of PKD. I miss him more everyday. I think time is making it worse instead of better. I hope I will see him again someday. I would give anything to know for sure he’s in a better place. =/

... 2 years, because I refused to go into prison to see him.
I love him… but he scares me.
He’s coming out on OCtober the 13th.
I have to see him next week thursday.
Im scared to become attatched, just incase he messes up again and I have to pick up all the pieces of my mums and sisters broken hearts.
Im afraid its going to be like last time.
Can anyone help?

Hazel.
x.

I’ve accepted that my father wants nothing to do with me, and nothing good would come out of seeing him again.

My dad died when I was 5 from kidney cancer. I miss him so much.

My dad died in September of 2001.
I really hope I see him again someday.
I miss him so so much.

i haven’t seen him since i was two years old and the birthday card every five years just isn’t cutting it. but, what would i say? how would i act? would i care?

I haven’t seen my dad in years now… he lost even partial custody back when I was in middle school, and now I’m a freshman in college. No one knows where my dad is now, and he’s really just too much of a dead-beat to search for, but he IS my father, and he has had a large enough impact on my life that I’d like to make contact with him again. This is something I don’t expect to happen for a while, but perhaps eventually…

if only i could see him, hear him, hold him, for one more day….i know its not possible, but i know he’s still here with me. my dad just passed away this past weekend doing what he does best, camping. he passed away from a massive heart attack, only God knows why he took him so soon…..we still had much to do together and much to get through in life, I know he’ll be watching me from above, i just wish i had one more day with him….

it won’t happen, but i wish i could just say goodbye