see my dad again

... 2 years, because I refused to go into prison to see him.
I love him… but he scares me.
He’s coming out on OCtober the 13th.
I have to see him next week thursday.
Im scared to become attatched, just incase he messes up again and I have to pick up all the pieces of my mums and sisters broken hearts.
Im afraid its going to be like last time.
Can anyone help?

Hazel.
x.

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I really hope I see him again someday.
I miss him so so much.

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