always answer to my parents' requests without showing agitation

Doing better, I’m hoping. :)

I can’t remember the last time when I didn’t NOT answer my parents’ requests, especially when it comes to doing chores. I’d either show agitation or just not answer at all – and that, THAT is really annoying. I know it is – I guess that’s why I do it? Payback for doing the chores?

It sounds SO very silly, but I can’t warp myself back to the old person I was and… I do want to be that little child that respects her parents and receives her parents’ admiration and love in return.

I want to stop being showing this almost… faux hatred for my parents. I want the heavy feeling in my heart or ANGER or frustration, sometimes guilt, to not rear their ugly heads whenever I’m asked for a favor, especially when these favors are in OUR best interests.