Before you get into a relationship, try not to rely on the other person so much. Trust me, it’s really going to mess you up, and you’ll end up with all kinds of trust and love problems associated with girls afterwards. Just don’t get too close; keep your distance, otherwise you’ll get too close, and you’ll feel like the world is ending when you do eventually break up. (Yes, don’t be an idiot, things never last forever.)
Girls don’t like nice guys. All girls like the bad men, the ones who do drugs, vandalise, and start fights. There are no exceptions; if you want to get a girlfriend, you have to be a horrible person. Stop pretending you’re a nice guy, and act how you feel. I know you’ll think this is a lie – but in a few years, you’ll be able to look back and see exactly what I mean. Your girlfriend used to always moan at you for not sticking up for her, so just.. give up. Stop trying to be nice, and become a jerk.
Don’t whine about not wanting to go to a mental hospital, and just go there. You’ll meet a really good friend there, and she’ll make it all worthwhile. Just try not to whine to her too much.
your “best friend” is a bully and abusive. Ditch him now, while you have the chance. He’s bad news, and will get you into all sorts of trouble. Don’t introduce him to any of your friends, because it’ll just make things awkward in the future.
Stay in school. No matter what. Keep going to school, and try not to do anything ridiculous in class. I know it’s hard, but you have to try. You don’t want to end up in the situation I am in now.
I shouldn’t write this, as it would probably mess things up, but ask her out. Try it. If she says no, then it’s all good and things can go back to how they were before. Just at least try, don’t leave it too late, and end up regretting it for the rest of your life.
Be prepared for a long road to recovery, it’s been almost 4 years, and I’ve been going through spells of getting worse, and then better, and then much worse again. Try not to overthink things, and accept that some things should and will just stay as they are.
Well, I guess that’s it; and no matter what you do, don’t overdose. It just attracts a lot of negative attention. Don’t drink, or smoke, or do drugs either. Avoid all of them. Be normal.
Be Happy.