Stop being depressed

To find the words for how it felt, waking up and feeling happy… Simply indescribable.

Now I’m really alive.

From “The Dark Elf Trilogy” by R. A. Salvatore, a book that’s truly been an inspiration to me:
“Even when Guenhwyvar stood beside me, I found myself growing more and more ambivalent toward the fighting. I was secretly hoping some denizen of the Underdark would prove stronger than I. Could the pain of tooth or talon be greater than the emptiness and the silence?

I think not.”

“[...] when I look back on those years now, I see quite clearly that rarely did I stand alone and rarely did I have to stand alone. Always there were friends, true and dear, lending me support even when I believed I did not want it, and even when I did not realize they were doing it. [...] These were the companions who fought the helplessness, the rage, and frustration.

These were the friends who gave me my life.”

its wonderful to finally be happy ;)

depressed used to be an overused word for me

i can see the light now!

yay!!!

i know at times i will get depressed. that’s the thing about life

but im starting to see the beauty in tragedy and chaos that life presents us.

i’m content with things that happen now that ruin my life and depress me.

it’s good to feel depressed sometimes
to let it all out

if you recognize that life isn’t just about depressive moods than you’re through…as long as it makes a part of your life not your actual WHOLE life itself

that’s my advice

i like life right now
i’m going in the right and wrong directions =)

...that had to talk to the principle its gotten better i have a couple friends only kody and kort dont talk to me but they dont make fun of me or anything im still depressed but not as bad i dont no y this all started n the first place my cure is exersize and kody if u ever read this tell me i need u i miss u and i love u :’( .......

last year was awesome i had the best friends my boyfriend was HOT AS HECK!! but this year kody my boyfriend broke up with me but we were still best friends but after chirstmas everything changed…...the first day back i went over to my big group of friends and they ignored me pushed me a month later i no longer had friends they pushed me called me awful names even ppl i didnt no did everynight i begged to switch schools and cried myself to sleep everyone hated me treated me like crap it got so bad that…

last year was awesome i had the best friends my boyfriend was HOT AS HECK!! but this year kody my boyfriend broke up with me but we were still best friends but after chirstmas everything changed…...the first day back i went over to my big group of friends and they ignored me pushed me a month later i no longer had friends they pushed me called me awful names even ppl i didnt no did everynight i begged to switch schools and cried myself to sleep everyone hated me treated me like crap it got so bad that…

i hate being so sad but i just dont know how to stop. somedays i wonder if its all worth it and then i realise im being dramatic again. but i cant stand it anymore. I cat stand staying awake so long simply because if i lay in bed for more than a minute without falling asleep i start to cry. It efects me so much. my best friend thinks im crabby and thinks im being snotty… i guess thats pretty much how i hide it. and i guess id rather people thought i was crabby than think im about to cry again. I know there is alot i have to get over in order to not be depressed anymore, and i know that my friend would be more than willing to help but i just dont think she would believe everything i tell her, and i just dont know how to start the conversation. I tried once, but its so hard to bring up what i need to tell her. Its not something thats fun to talk about.

this happened on its own, probably because I started eating better and exercising.

Depression is a way of life
Depression is a soul eater
Depression is how you travel to work
Depression is how you speak to people
Depression is how feel about others
Depression is how you type a message
Depression is me
Depression is in your tea
Depression is in your music collection
Depression is in your self
Depression will never says goodbye
Depression is why you cry
Depression.. is why you never see an early morning sky
Depression is why your smile is up side down
Depression..is why you feel like a clown
Depression….. is why you drink alone
DDDDDEPRESSION! is why you sit in the dark
DDDDDDDDDEPRESSION!!is why
DDDDDDDDDDDDEPRESSSION!!!!!!! Just is
DEPRESSSSSSIIOOOOONNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im not depressed…. Im me

wow….that feelt good…....random words in a random world for a random msg to express some random thoughts by a random

this is how i feel = AAAAARRRRGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Does anyone feel that.. after been depressed for a while ...you…cant remember who you used to be…?

i dunno who i am….:(...i used to be someone who was happy and cheery….

my journey begins….to find who i am…
destory everything.. and start agn…maybe…

quote of the day-
Only after disaster can we be resurrected
It’s only after you’ve lost everything that you’re free to do anything

and mark this as done! Because I don’t want to be depressed anymore. Today I believe I made a Hugh breakthrew in my ailment. This is bigger than the one I had years ago. I fel happier more alive and energized. I want to do things, and acoomplish my goals for my life!

I have done this and if anyone wants any help send me an email to gstamas@aol.com and maybe I can give you some help. I have helped many before and I don’t claim to be a miracle worker or a professional therapist but helping you will keep me busy and would make my day helping someone else for a change.

Hint: Watch more George Carlin videos!!!