Change my attitude

Today is going to be a new day. I have to change my attitude or the losses will be to great to bear! As a single with much adversity in life (don’t we all have that) I vow to cherish the good things and focus on one small thing everyday that can be added to that list! If I dont then I will truly lose everything else!

attitude wise i am goin okay to be honest
but im stilla very negative person
people kept saying i was goin to be in the 1s ( for cobras which is bball )but i just denied it, i think one reason i denied it was becausei didnt wanna get my hopes up. and i just cant imagine myself in championship level or against some amazing players
im going to show i can do this even if im on the bench iwill have a good attitude, people would kill to be in my position.
i will work hard and show i can do anything!

my attitude, is gettin better. alot better.
im finding when im gettin into lil bitchy fights jusf rom stupid comments im not doing anything about them
if theyre sayin it. whats it gonna do to me?
it hasnt hurt me in any way.
so if someone says something to me im just going to keep all my opinions to myself if theyre bad, think about what im sayin befiore i say it.

girls are soooo bitchy
so im gonna try n not bitch about people
and if some1 gets angry at me over somethin so lil n stupid
then there is a case to stand up for myself but other wise
no i wont.
xxx

ive been doing well if i say so myself :)
i do say some things wen i dnt mean to
but my attitude has rele changed
im thinking about what i say before i do it

i think sometimes i be a bit of a bitch even when i dnt mean too.
so im sorry to the people out there that i have hurt without realizing
i guess i just have to think before i do n say.
xxx

yeah well wat can i say im doing pretty well :)
i have been in a pretty bad mood lately tho but oh well lol
it happpens i get bad days lol
xxx

im pretty big smart arse
but its mainly with people i no and have a jk with
sometimes its a joke
i dnt no if i needa stop jking with it or what?
hmmm i dno

ive realised recently im being a complete bitch to my family.
my mum is a single parent with two kids and a full time job. two teenage kids.
Recently i’ve worked out things arent going right to plan for her. and i need to start helping her. I feel bad because weer always fighting and some times im even making her cry.
i really wanna stop this bcoss its making me upset at the same time. I hate how she will say somethin and ill jus come bak with some smartass cmnt,. i rele have to change my attitude in this way i need to stop being such a hastle for her and jjust help her out!

this week has been alright towards my attitude
i try to hold it in, but sometimes u just needa let it out
i try hard though lol
im doin aiight tho
:)