Talk more

I don’t speak my mind enough, and it hurts my relationships with other people. It’s probably what ruins it the most, and I’m talking about any relationship from family, to friends, to dating. Just in general. In a way I guess you could say it stresses people out. Just think of hanging out with a person that you can’t even have a complete conversation with. Someone who is all kinds of fun being around, and shows parts that are funny, smart and kind, but can never have a real conversation with you. That would be me. So, my goal here is to be able to have a long drawn out and fun conversation with another person, but I want to always be able to do this. And, I want them to enjoy the conversation, too. I want them to walk away as pleased as myself.

i need to talk way more, just bottle everything up

i went for a drink with a mate and shes dead chatty and alwasy has loads of things to say, so casue shes talking i never really notice how much im not talking but then she asked how i was getting on and well i never really answered, i just dont really like getting into detail bout things cause dont know just suppose i feel a bit arkward cause anytime i do oopen up i always feel that whoever it is im talking to is judging me and i get quite embrassed that certain things bother me casue i feel that somethings shouldnt get to me the way they do. And for whatever reason i just cant seem to get over that hurdle.

Once in a while I can open up enough to talk with someone new if they are alone, or if my friends are around. But I usually freeze up for some reason I hate it. And I’m useless at parties I wish I could socialize and have more fun but it’s tough.

but today was at the supermarket and the checkout woman was asking how my new year’s was and well i managed to answer with more than one word and also asked how hers was too.

and i don’t feel i talk enough to my colleagues.since its xmas i def find it easier to talk to people as we are a lot more relaxed.talking to my colleages is going to be a priority for this list….might even set it as a challenge

I talk way too much when ive been drinking =P and way to little normally sigh

Thanksgiving gave me a good wake up call as to why I need to talk more. I went to a friends house and by the end of the night I knew a lot about everyone in the room and they barely knew my name. I asked them questions but didn’t say anything about myself. Hmm…I should probably chime in from time to time.

I know I’m still young.. but I am really awkward to hang out with and the love of my life left me for lack of interest…
I can’t stand to be silent anymore, but I don’t know what to talk about. Of all the things that go through my mind, I can’t think of anything to say, whether it’s intelligent or interesting at all.
I want to be able to randomly start any conversation without having any meaning behind it but I haven’t the slightest idea where to start…

I talk more now but my aim is to talk about interesting things.