Determine one thing I can do this summer that would seriously change my life, and accomplish it before Labor Day

I’m a little late in updating this goal… After a big debate with myself about which life-altering goal to set/accomplish before Labor Day, I was offered the opportunity to help launch a unique website with a couple of friends. It is still a work in progress, but I definitely think this project fits in well with this goal. It is something that is definitely leading me into unexplored territory.

I wrote the outline for a book I want to write, and got engaged.

The ironic thing was, I kept putting off this blog launch until I could get a custom Wordpress layout, and then decided (in order to accomplish this goal) to just put it up even if I wasn’t crazy about the template. Then, lo and behold, I found a very cool template that I really like the day before I launched.

Check it out at http://www.sufficientthrust.com/ ... if you’re on 43things my blog would probably interest you :)

In a very Libran manner, I didn’t even get past the decision-making part. ha!

the only thing i have done is settled for where i am at… things just arnt ready for changing yet.

I decided that I am going to accept the place I live at right now as home. That means to finish unpacking and put my pictures up, etc etc. Secondly to really make my relationship work. Which means letting go of the past, and remembering to respect each other even if the other starts it. Third, to accept that I wont be going back to work right away and get into a liveable routine with the kids, even if it means hiring a sitter now and then to get a break. I don’t know how life impacting any of this is but it wont hurt to quit fighting things the way they are. Things really arnt bad and he is working his tail end off to give me this beautiful two story home instead of the cramped apartment, I think I need to stop expecting more and just love whats around me!

Tick TOck. I really got nothing still. I have been working on losing weight but have yet to lose a substantial amount. I have yet to return to work. OR pay anything off. I guess I will be marking this off :(

The blog itself won’t change my life, but it’s set off a whole load of chain reactions which might. It’s been a whole new training ground for me.

I’m aiming to include at least 20 entries by the time the goal ends and then I’ll post it here.

Oh man. I just realized I only have 19 days left to decide on and complete this goal…

Lots of options: Take up bikram yoga. Run daily. Stop being such a perfectionist and just launch my damned blog already.

I think I pick the latter.

My only consolation for this procrastination is that I have already done a number of more formally life-changing things this year, just before this challenge was issued…

What to do, what to do? Time is running out and I have no idea what would change my life. Everything seems so miniscule in the big picture. In the long run, it wont matter if I lose twenty pounds by labor day 07 or if I pay off some debt. In the long run, those are just passing things. So what can I do that is big? That will have a major impact right now and later. Nothing doable screams to me!!! i have a feeling I am going to be giving this one up come labor day!