believe in myself more

sometimes when i want to make a decision or a plan or to give an answer to an exam question, i get second thoughts and doubts about it, even if is was right. there is something insides me tells me that am wrong all the time. i have realized that am very sensitive to peoples’ comments about me. its hard for me most of the time to forgive myself.
i need to have more belief in myself, to forgive myself for my previous mistakes and to start a new page in my life with more self-confidence,positivity and more achievements.

if i don’t do this, i can’t achieve my goals and my dreams. I need this.

I have been taking much needed time to believe in myself more and more everyday, though it still seems to be an ongoing battle. Every time I am at a point where I feel I have conquered this goal, I fall once more. In time I’m sure it will all work out, until then, I will continue to believe in myself because this will be my only way to conquer what I need to. Love myself first and then others. Know that I can do anything I set my mind to, and I am the controller of my life.

this is connected to trusting God! Hmmm…

Thanks for cheering this goal. You know since I wrote this, I have been doing better with this. The blogging is definitely connected. I don’t think that I would show all of my thoughts if I didn’t believe in myself at least a little bit. I have also been doing these videos that show so much more of my personality. Before, I couldn’t imagine doing these creative videos and actually posting them for people to see. All I was thinking was that no one even cared. Sometimes I still have these moments where I don’t think anyone cares. I feel that no one reads these blogs and that I’m just sending them out there into “outer web space” like a message in a bottle. I guess it is all about getting it out. These days my outlet is a bit odd, but I like the videos. I’m definitely doing better with this goal!

I just need to start believing in myself more cause if i don’t nobody else will…

This one, along with some other one, annoys me.

I do believe that I am capable of doing all that I set out for myself, but I do not push myself to my farthest and most worthwhile potential. I underestimate myself, and don’t give myself enough credit where credit is deserved. In part this may be because I am very humble. I’m definitely going to work harder on believing in myself much more than what I do now. I think I can truly benefit from this if I am able to achieve my goal.

This is life. This is it. Don’t think of this day as a dress rehearsal for tomorrow. Today is it.

You are not a guest at a party. You are a host or hostess of the party. Each day when you wake up, think of this as your role throughout the day. You are not here to find someone who will make you feel welcome and comfortable. You are here to allow everyone around you feel welcome and comfortable. That is your job.

Do you believe this? I’ve found that thinking this way allows me to put “me” aside and think of those around me. When I think of those around me and believe in those around me, it makes others feel good and it makes me feel good.

Believing in yourself is not about your career, the car you drive, the house you live in, the relationship you’re in, etc. Those factors may change multiple times over the course of our lives. Believing in yourself is about purpose – finding purpose in the smallest details. The smallest detail that I can think of sometimes is the fact that I exist, side by side with a ginger ant, in the same moment.

Why am I here? To celebrate the day. To celebrate life. To be grateful for each moment and its minute detail. To conquer challenges with truth. I can’t help but take a more spiritual approach to this “thing” I’ve been working on. So I smile when I think of this Biblical passage:

“This is the day the Lord hath made; be glad, give thanks, rejoice.”

In days when I find it hard to believe in myself, I remember that it’s not about me. It’s not even about you. It’s about God and expressing Him. With a perfect creator, I realize there’s nothing to doubt. Why shouldn’t we believe fully in ourselves – and each other?

No matter what I strive for in this life, I seem to have more belief in myself when it comes to pursuing acting than anything else. I don’t see myself finding love, discovering my sexuality, resolving my religious beliefs, being solely financially independent or anything else. If I give up being an actor, I don’t know what else to believe in. You can tell a person what they should believe but it’s up to them to buy into it.