put things back where they go

Screw it! I lose things! I forget to put things back all.the.time.. I can’t predict when i might be in a rush so i might inadvertently betray this goal and i’m not actively striving to achieve it either :)

In the moment of choosing to put it where it goes I could care less. Simply put, it’s a self-impused abuse cycle. I am aware of the consequences of my “inaction” yet I still leave it there until the chaos grows to an overwhelming urge to dig myself out. Then I cast into a frenetic emotional burst that drains me.