listen to my wishes with a friendly always open ear and fulfill them

makes me more than happy-
I am so glad that we moved out here!
especially in the morning!
best thing to wake up and jump outside!
into the green- just birds singing,...wonderful.

when it comes to my future wishes or wishes for the present it basically comes down to one thing:
I want to feel at home in my body.
I want to eat less- and feel the hunger- feel when I am tired- move more and take good care of my muscles and joints and skin and hair and everything.
Whenever I start to look away- and let stress take my focus away I start to feel worse- and I mean I concentrate on other things-
but in the end all that I want is to be in tune with my body.
Sometimes when people tell me what they would do if they won the lottery I think: the feeling you have (or have not) with your body is something money can´t buy.
and now springtime is just around the corner and I am so happy-
will go outside more again and ride the bike to the railway station again instead of the car! yay!
and will look at my body more and enjoy the sun shining on my feet and stomach-
I love my body and will treat me better than I did the last weeks! I promise!

what my wishes are.
thats the hardest point for me-
had to neglect it for soo long that sometimes I do not know (or listen) what I want !
gotta listen to me more-
turning off the tv could be a start!
because how could you listen when someone else constantly talks?
especially the commercials get on my nervs,...