LET myself fall in love

I meet girls all the time and they practically throw themselves at me (I’am not being big headed at all trust me) and this would create a foundation for some sort of development but I always seem to put up my guard as if its an automatic reaction? I am not a womaniser I have all the respect in the world for woman thats the way I was brought up but I constantly give the impression of “Lets just be friends” across to the girls that I find attractive and who find me attractive? How desperate am I typing this into a website full of complete strangers lol? I need slapped lol.

I am so guarded I don’t think I will ever let myself completely fall for someone

Oo-er, this isn’t going well.
Again, my fear of getting close to anyone or falling in love has gotten in the way.

The guy I met recently, yeah, originally I did run away, but then I went for it – but then I realised, never completely did I go for it, I was always holding back a bit. And if I hadn’t, maybe me and him would have progressed by now.

The fact that we havn’t (and hardly see each other now) isn’t just my fault, his too, but I just think if I hadn’t held back so much maybe we would be something right now. Instead he is with another girl. And I like him so much, I really do. BUT I keep saying to myself…if I only had continued to stay away from him, not gotten involved at all, I wouldn’t be hurting so much right now.

But I’ve GOT TO STOP THINKING LIKE THAT. Yes, I’m hurting, but I’m also filled with regret for not just going for it, and staying away from people isn’t going to help that.

I’ve got to be strong, and just keep an open mind I think. If I like someone, I might even force myself to do something, to rid myself of this fear of getting close to or having feelings for someone.

So this is what I’m going to do:
If I see the guy I like, I’m not gonna be distant or stay away from him, even though he’s annoyed me.
If I see anyone I like the look of, I will make a move.
If anything goes further with anyone, I will stop myself from pulling away or holding back.
I will always keep an open mind when it comes to love, guys and relationships.

Well I guess I did let myself fall in love.
I fell in love and although I am not stil in love with that person, I love and care about them so much. They are my first love and I’ll never forget them.

However, I’m not going to take this goal off because I am still constantly running away from falling in love again. I’ve met someone recently and we both know we’re not just friends, and this time, instead of running away from my feelings and getting with some random I don’t like or staying away from this person, I’m gonna go for it.

It’s gonna be hard for me, but I’m going to try.

I have never let my gaurd down… I think that Im ready

Like the song says,

“Love won’t hurt anymore
It’s an open smile on a friendly shore.”

Cheesy? Yes, undoubtedly.
True? Seems to be (for me anyway).

It’s almost hard for me to remember what a hard thing it was to contemplate, all the doubts I had that I’d ever let myself open up enough to actually risk letting myself “fall”. But it’s been a nearly two years, and I’m so glad to still be exceedingly ‘in love’.

It was scary, but it’s not anymore. I’d highly recommend it.

I don’t know how this is coming. I HAVN’T fallen in love yet. I’m not sure, my love life is very complicated at the moment…I’ll update when I know what’s going on.

I’m not sure about this one. I’m dating a guy I’ve been in love with for the past 5 months, but it doesn’t feel so great. I feel like I’m pulling away now. I don’t know why =/

Ah well, I’m just going to try and make it work. Go with the flow.

I have fallen in love with a guy called mark. It is a healthy love and it is amazing. I am so happy.

Well I guess the title says it all…now just to find that guy that makes my dreams come true…or makes me realize that I can make all my dreams come true. sometimes its just better with a hand to hold