win an Academy Award

I ought to be in pictures. I want it so badly I could kill myself.

You will win an Academy Award!

This goal is 100% achievable. It is one of my highest in sheer difficulty because it requires action from others (which is difficult to control). Now I don’t need this goal to feel like I have done good. I know that my work is good and that I don’t need outside recognition to know this. The reason for this goal is kind of complex then. Achieving this will allow me to reach even more people with my work. It will open up further opportunities for me to create and share my work. It will provide undeniable physical proof that my work is appreciated when I have doubts in spite of myself.

Hear are the steps I must take to achieve this goal:

1. Do my best work all time.

2. Believe with all my heart mind and soul that this is an achievable goal.

3. Do work that stand outs above the crowd both in quality in originality.

4. Work on projects that have enough visibility to be recognized by the academy.

This is my baby and I will have it! I will win for best documentary! I can feel it and I know it is coming. I am so excited and I can’t wait.

It’s stage, but it’s a start.

I have watched every Academy Awards ceremony since I was 6. I cry everytime they announce best actor, actress, director, and film. I have imagined myself on stage numerous times. I can act…and that is about it. I went through a costuming stage, but ultimately, acting speaks to me. I have a passion about it. Someday I am going to be in the Kodak theatre accepting my Oscar and all of the years watching it will be worth it.

I know it sounds so typical. But so what? I am a New York City filmmaker and I have been working on independent films for the past decade and I want an academy award and by god I will win one sooner or later. Probably later.

I don’t want to become a film maker with nothing to show for it. That’s why I am going to win an oscar.