Stop being so damn selfish.

I was recently told that I’m a very selfish and difficult person to deal with. Damn if this didn’t shock me. I had no idea that my interactions with others were continuously riddled with selfishness, double standards, and my own difficult nature. I’m determined to change all this. I had no idea that I was displaying this type of behavior. I feel so bad now…

its true – everyone in this world is selfish. we are born with one mind and one body and thats pretty much all we have till the end. i know i am very selfish at times, but who isnt? this is a pretty weird thought but babies are the most selfish humans. they are born with no knowledge, no understanding, and obviously no respect or consideration for others. why? because they don’t know! over time, humans begin to develop understanding for others. some people just havent developed that area as much. i know as bad as this sounds, i usually almost force myself to care for others. obviously i care about people but little things such as listening to my friends whine on the phone about their problems.. i just dont care! i feel bad, but i cant make myself care because its not me. im able to show sympathy and talk them through it but i just cant get myself to care as much as id like to

My boyfriend is leaving for college on August 10th (He’s going to Indiana, which is very far away from Texas). I want to spend as much time with him as I can because I really only have 7 days left with him. He leaves tomorrow (July 25) for Colorado and comes back the 3rd of August. I know he wants to see people before he leaves, but I also think he should have done this maybe a few weeks or even a month ago, so he could spend his last days with me. Or at least his last days with his real friends and not some dumb assholes. Maybe I’m just being too selfish.

... i’ve tried. not doing so well, though. trouble is, i am selfish, how can i change what i am? requires further thought.

xxx.

i often wonder what other people are for, if they’re not for me. and the world won’t go when i do? well it will for me, so what do i care?

xxx.