quit taking pills

to alter it in anyway by taking drugs. I have been dependent on xanax now for about 3 years. When I don’t have those I always seem to have other types of pills around that I take. Its not an everyday thing but i can’t remember the last time i was off of them for more than a week straight. It’s really messing with my life, how i treat people, my sleep patterns and everything. In order to complete some of my goals this one has to go first.