control myself

Once again, this was all God. He blessed me with new found self control that I NEVER thought I could have. Just this alone has SERIOUSLY made me a happier person. Now I can actually say no.

I am going to change myself…I dont know when…

meh, i suck too.
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I suck at this. It causes a lot of pain.

I finally am good at controlling myself. I feel mre secured now because I won’t have to worry about how will react to things later on. I always think before I act… I try to take my time thinking and do what’s right.

I am pretty stressed right now. Someone was saying bad things to me. I tried to keep my temper down. Inside, I was saying curses at her. I glared at her. But I don’t want to curse at them or hit them with my fists. I tried to smile and still be positive. But it’s hard since I kind of have a violent mind when I’m angry.

I want to control myself. Especially when I am angry or ferocious, that’s when I want to control myself from hurting others. But I have to relax, take a nice big breath and be PATIENT! I have to develop lots of patience.

to control urself

i have many problems i dont know what im doing i need help.I dont listen to myself i listen to other ppl before myself ive been arrested got addicted to drugs and was a cutter because of it.I cant control my emotions im always jeolous of a friend or mad about retarded reasons.I dont know what to do about everything and my friends wont help.

i told my supervisor I would do my best.
But now, whats am I doing ?
I just finished a TV series show for one whole day since i felt i have met with tutor….
Why? I said I have to change the bad habits’ life. But But BUT!!! ALways but.

My life will never be back to last year.
I lost my family SO I must do much more & more work for myself and my mum. why this goal didnt work for changing my current bad life??

wanna graduate wanna degree, come Chan.
hate myself hate hate hate if hate work.