control my own destiny

is simply a mix of a few things

being totally internally validated
being very congruent in who you are
being outcome independent
taking 100% responsibility for what happens in your life
working 100% for what you truly desire in your heart

destiny is calling me …
i’m 27 for a moment.

from 27 to 31 going to be a dreamer of the day

since the main ticket is too far away,

need one more piece and then starting it off.
i get this in place and it’s money from that point on.

2 years – i’m 26 for a moment.

will fill in details.
the next two months – June and July are critical.
they set the tone for SW8FC and CTW.

girl#21 is dead – thank god i got over that mess.

CTW – i was truly an artist and things went great overall.

ran into HB8whitejacket and huge IOIs.
ran into B7.5colorado and d2 on wed

i absofuckinlutely love my life.

two solid ltr/thlg candidates.

and both threads are open. and 2006 is going to get way way better.
FCs as part of my reality.

407, CTW and Aeon become the big three. Totally focussing on these with 110% belief and 110% committment.

Made two changes – it’s no longer days to live ‘cos I’ve been given another shot at life (yet again) and this time I fully intend to take it.
The end of nights of me trying to die.

Realized that I’m just 506 days away from total integrity – the grand unification is closer than i’d realized and for the first time – EVER i truly see it for what is is – I3.

I love my life.

I’ve begun to see the changes and i love them – i get to explore three of my favorite submodalities – CTW, CXL3 and 407 and i’m loving every minute of it.

feel much more alive and yet the slipping away of days is slowly getting to me.

Act VI is about to start.
11/05 and CTW Artist.

i throw myself into the sea
release the waves
let ‘em wash over me
and the tears of a dragon

Can’t believe I have just 933 days left to live.

Two weeks away from a new beginning.

A shot at being an Artist.