I honestly do think about it everyday. I think its due to my weight. I think once I get the weight off me and deal with some other looming issues these thoughts will go away. I want to enjoy life. If we all have to go, I want to be able to say I enjoyed it while I had it. I hope we can all do this one day.
How to have no fear of DEATH
How I did it: I reaffirmed my faith. The thought that there is nothing after the end of our lives had sunk me into not only a depression, but also a deep-seeded panic over the fear that I was living for no reason. After choosing to believe that there IS something to look forward after death, I was actually excited to meet the natural end of my life.
Lessons & tips: Faith and afterlife are a huge part of absolving any fear of death that one might have. Also, imagining oneself in heaven without the cares I have now made me feel relaxed and cause me to realize that death is a happy event.
Resources: The "Charmed" episode "Styx Feet Under". The biblical book of Revelations.
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