I have managed to “survive college”. I started in September and managed to make it to July without being kicked out by the management who hate me. Without quitting even though I was so tempted so many times.
I did it even though I hated it.
And I’m proud of myself.
Regardless of what grades I get, I managed to complete a year of something I hated and I did my best.
I couldn’t have done any more than I did.

Well done me. ♥ 10 months ago

I found out today that it is actually only a three day week!
Tomorrow is my last day.
YAYYYYY! 10 months ago

Only a four day week and then I can cross this goal off. If I return to my college to complete my A2 levels then I can create another goal called ‘Survive college v2.0’. But yes, soon it’ll all be over.
For a while. 10 months ago

The it’s summer and it’ll be awesome. 10 months ago

Three weeks to go. Lord above.
I don’t know if that’s good or bad though.
This week I will be drawing my own interpretation of the soul. Yay! 11 months ago

Apparently that’s when we break up (we go back on the 18th of this month for four weeks which would mean we broke up on the 13th) though I’m not holding my breath or getting my hopes up because I know what my college is like with stuff like this. 11 months ago

If I pass my exams I have to start thinking about university and then there’s the entry requirements and what if I don’t meet those with my A2 grades that’s so much pressure. And I’d have to leave home if I got in and move away from everything I know and love and understand and the concept is so scary to me. I don’t feel ready.
What if I fail? I’d have two weeks (ish) from results day until start of term and in that time I’d have to think of another solution that worked for me and then apply and get in and stuff.
What if I can’t do that?
I can’t get a job. My grades are average and I have no experience.
What am I going to do? 11 months ago

I didn’t realise until today how important he was.
I’ll be so, so sorry to see him go.
I’m pretty emotional and I feel like crying a bit.
Thanks, Dan. I hope your new class sucks compared to us. ♥♥♥ 12 months ago

The only reason I go to college is leaving.
It feels like a break up. 12 months ago

Once I’ve finished my AS this goal will drop down my list as it will be less important. After half term I have 4-6 weeks until the summer holidays. 12 months ago

Please give me strength.
Love, Kira. XOXO12 months ago

Actually I have to come to college until the end of July! Not many other collegees do this but mine… well of course we have to stay.
Though there’s really no point.
It really seems like I can’t cope. 12 months ago

After I have finished this week I will have only two exams to go.
And then after next week I can totally relax.
Until August. 12 months ago

Not sure how well I’m really ‘surviving’.
It feels like I’m barely scraping through at the moment.
I ache so much and I feel so unwell and my brain is tired and my emotions are all over the place and I want it to end.

THREE exams down four to go! 12 months ago

I only have four teachers and I love them all. Except for one who I find to be immature but they’re still young so I can understand perfectly.
But they’re adorable and they manage to make me smile a lot in class. Which is always good.
At times they all annoy me for one reason or another; but they are all lovely, caring people who want us (mostly) to pass.
♥ 12 months ago

I actually did have one but decided that just going on instinct was better.
However I needed to be punctual and efficient so I will follow my exam timetable as best I can.
Though may switch subjects into different slots depending how confident I feel on certain things. 12 months ago

Subject slots may be subject to change.
NOTE THAT EXAMS END THIS WEEK. YAY! 12 months ago

Subject slots may be subject to change. 12 months ago

Note that because today was bank holiday and I didn’t have college I spent a lot of time on Sparta revision. (As well as English, Philosophy and Archaeology). 12 months ago

I’ve always had trouble concentrating when I’m revising but I’ve actually been a lot better since I’ve been playing tetris.
I said it was good for my brain. 12 months ago

So we had our first fire drill yesterday. It was ridiculous. Nobody knew what to do. Our teacher had to go and ask other teachers and they just had to improvise. In the end we just stood outside in the rain for 10 minutes while the alarm was turned off and then we went back in. No register or anything.
Kinda worrying but very funny. 12 months ago

‘Moodle’ is like a massive online databank of all the PowerPoints and handouts and computer stuff that we use for college. Today I was using the stuff and I thought it would be interesting to see how often other people went on.
Most people haven’t been on in a month or two. I would have thought that now it’s May (exam month) people would be revising?
Oh well, at least I am. 12 months ago

Hell, this isn’t just ‘good’. This is fantastic.
Got my English language mock back today and got 48/60 which gave me an A!
Buzzing. :) 12 months ago