Pass my A-levels

Got 2 As and 2 Es :(
But im going to resit the exams which i failed in and this time im not going to slack around like before ive had enough of failing! i know im smart and that im capable of getting As but i dont think i tried hard enough so next year im going to work my ass off and no matter what im going to get the grades i want :)
i got the 2 As in art and photography im so happy that i got an A in art :D my teacher was such a cow to me!! she never really said anything nice over my work and she thought that i was over confident since i got an A* in gcse also i never handed in the work on time and left it all last minute but hey least it paid off so im overly happy over that :) oh well here comes A2 !

Well my chem exam was on thursday and to be honest it went a bit shit! :( the first few questions were okay but then it started to get really hard, i attempted all the questions and done what i thought might be right i didnt want to miss any questions the only thing that went through my head was “i cant get a U again” even if i got an E at least that will allow me to go through A2 and i can resit this exam but i think my grades will be like this- A- Photography A- Art D- Biology D/E- Chem sometimes i think to myself do i really want to go into a science degree because with art i have this natural ability and i dont have to work as hard compared to my other subjects beacuse i love art and i got an A* in Gcse and i find it really easy but then i think how on earth am i going to provide for myself with an Art degree there not enough money in that area thats the only reason im going into a science feild :( life SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well tomorrow ive got my lasttttt exam :) im really excited but i really need to revise some more for chem unit 2 ive covered half the info just need to do the rest but i think i should just go through exam questions then i should be okay im not nervous at all really so i think im going to do well :)

Chem Resit went reallllllyyyyyyy good :D
im really happy it was so easy a few questions were a bit hard but i still understood it so im really happy about that
Biology was quite hard some of the stuff was really hard like the data style questions but other than that it was good so i hope i get nothing below a C or B :)
Chemistry Unit 2 next week not that worried but im going to re-revise everything again tommorow and to exam questions i hope i do well mannnnnn alevels arent as easy as i thought they would be :(

MY CHEM UNIT 1 RESIT EXAMS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so far ive been going through everything writing small notes on flashcards and the work is pretty easy so far ive covered atomic structure and amount of substance after this im going to go over bonding periodicity and organic chem then im going to take a break go over alkanes do two exam style questions on organic and alkanes and thats it im done im not going to do content revision today because theres no point so i really hope it goes well tomorrow but for once im quite confident so it should be good :)

Guess what :D ive been doing a lot of exam style questions on amount of substance and i finally understand it :D and ive done exam questions on bonding and periodicity but now ive just got organic left and im done :D im really happy i think i might..just might pass chem :D so all is good
Today though i decided to do a lot of biology revision im going to go over chapter 13 which is really really long and do exam related questions on it and then do 2 more chapters and more exam questions and hopefully finish half the book because i know it all i just need to go over it so im going to do that after this
Art well its going good too ! :D i just need to draw up the museum pictures and then do some writing and develop some photos which are related to my work so im going to sort out the photos tomorrow since im going out

So this is what im going to do today at 11.30 to about 2.30 i want to cover the whole of chapter 13 and do exam questions
hour break
Then go over 2 more chapters over antibiotics and DNA and do exam questions on that so that would take around 3.30-5.30
Then after im going to go shopping for about 2-3hours so i’ll be home around 8.00 and then do some art work maybe just draw 1 museum image and thats that =D

I CANT BE ASKED ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ive got a unit 1 chem exam next week and a unit 2 biology exam
ive done almost all my revision for chem except amount of substance i was doing that a little while ago but i just couldn’t concentrate and i dont know why and im feeling really really anxious for some reason and all i seem to be doing is art work…..on the good news my art book is starting to look really good as im trying to fill it out during the week ive basically have to redraft some writing colour in 2 images and start developing my own idea which isint a lot so art is all good i think im just scared hopefully by today amount of substance will be done and then i’ll do a lot of exam style questions for that topic and then on monday i’ll go through some biology and do some exam questions and then do some chemistry so it should be okay i just need to figure out how to get rid of this anxiety :( :( :( :(

Right todays was my last day of my art exam and it went REALLY well i suprised my self i havent done a painting in such a long time and it seems to me that ive improved alot, so it went well and ive got a double lesson tommorow which means ive got to draw up 2 more images on board hopefully and do them at home

Chemistry..need to revise more
Biology…3hour of tuition tommorow so i think i’ll do well hopefully
Photography… :) haha!

Well looking back the year 11s are leaving tommorow and jheehz! i remember when i was in there place it feels like it was just yesterday and cant believe how much has changed! year 11 was the best school year for sure..IT WAS SO FUN! hanging with my friends everyday messing about exams wasnt such a worry because we found GCSE a piece of cake ;) i remember how a day before we left we took SO MANY PICTURES and was sighing everyones school tops and books and it was just so much fun then the next day we got all dressed up for our leaving ceromony and then we went to the park and then to this icecream place were we celebrated my birthday..when i look back i had such an amazing time and im starting to feel REALLY REALLY OLD!:( haha x

Okay organic chem is done and I’ve got to finish off Alkanes and then tomorrow i want to start and finish amount of substance and fully understand how to solve all these chemical equations since that’s what really brought my grade down when i did my January paper i missed out the whole section of calculations I’m such a nob! but i really cannot be bothered to finish of alkanes today because im bloodly tired from not sleeping properly this whole week due to revision and i think i should have a break today but i am going to do some work i mean i cant go to sleep without working at all !

Art- okay i got some inspiration, if my art teacher gives me the thumbs up about my work then its a go, i’ll give full detail once she approved

Biology- still havent reviewed over it hopefully i’ll do that by monday well not hopefully I AM GOING TO DO THAT! :)

Photography- IS DONE =D i might start missing my lessons since i haven’t got a reason to go because they want us to start A2 stuff but im going to drop this subject since i only did this for fun so i dont see a reason to go to my lessons i feel a bit bad since i really dont like bunking my lessons but its not like im failing in this subject i mean i got an A :D

Okay well chemistry unit 1 and unit 2 should be done by this week ive got to go through alkenes and alcohols in unit 2 and finish off bonding amount of substance and organic chem, hopefully by today i’ll finish all of unit 1 by today.

Biology, well i really need to go through all my work because i still need to finish off writing all my notes which should take a week and during the 1 week holiday im going to be going through all my notes and doing loads of exam papers

Photography- well by tomorrow im done and dusted with it :D ive been entered for my exam unit which happen to be my best unit, approximately i got an A for my exam and Coursework but im borderline so it could be an a or B so i really hope its an A :D

Art- IS DOING MY HEAD IN i really need to finish my sketch pad but with all my revision i really havent got the time, i drew out my boards for my art exam but my books are incomplete so by this weekend i want to finish off drawing all the V&A images and all my sewing and draw out the images im doing for my exam, i bunked art today because i really couldnt be asked with my art teacher but for unit 1 i got an A yayyyyyyyy =D