have faith

you help someone by being positive and helping yourself that way you can be an inspiration to them and encourage them to do better. I have faith in myself and therefore him.

I seem to truly believe that if it’s out of my hands, it’s in Gods and I needn’t worry. I still worry of course but I don’t drive myself crazy fretting. Instead of freaking out about what I can’t control I figure out how to handle different scenarios that could play out and most of all, just relax and let life run it’s course. Things haven’t been so bad since I have learned to let go and let God. Now my issue is working on that spiritual connection. I still feel I am faltering as a “Christian”.

Still have faith things will turn out as they should, I’m just a bit frustrated that things aren’t happening faster. I need money. I am praying that I get a call today for a job interview at least. Maybe that will put some more hope in the picture. It’s not like I’m aiming big here. I’m prepared to ask “do you want fries with that?” LOL I need something extremely flexible anyways.
J is being completely uncooperative in the split up. I don’t know how to take that because he hasn’t said anything about working it out either. I feel like in the end I’m just going to be the mean one. If he doesn’t step up and take a part one way or another what choice do I have? So faith that he comes around and does whats best for everyone is needed. Once again though, why can’t it just happen a little faster?

that we are where we are supposed to be and that the bills and rent will follow accordingly! It’s just frustrating when the reason we are in debt is medical, not from a shiny new car purchase or credit card abuse. We don’t even have a regular credit card!!!! So I have to believe that things will be okay and the Lord will provide. There isn’t too much more I can do at the moment.

When everything that could go wrong is going wrong. I’m at a point where it’s out of my hands I guess. I trusted in the Lord though and I don’t see why we deserve this particular problem. I’m not going to question it anymore though. Just let it go and hope things get better because obviously me trying to take control and better things is a joke.

I’m trying to have faith and pray but at the same time I’m trying not to get my hopes up! I have gotten excited about this same possibility before in vain and I don’t want to be disapointed again!!

I do have faith that one day my life will change for the better and that I will be happy. I really do.

Im totally sucking at this. i dont have faith in anything. even myself. i am afraid of everything and i give up when the going gets tough. i was stronger when i was younger.. It is my 16th birthday today. i want to find some strength. maybe i need to be watching naruto more! haha i know its dumb, but the guy who writes that show makes it inspiring. it inspires me. everyone needs inspiration, how they get it is their own deal. i need to have faith. to believe.. but for some reason i lack all of that. i doubt all things.

I’m still walking down this road. I haven’t found exactly what I’m looking for, but I’ve realize that the journey is what its all about.

For those of you that may want a place to start or a little something something, read Siddhartha by Herman Hesse. It’s REALLY small. But I’ve read that book every year since I was 13 and it consistantly gives me goose bumps.

I believe in God. And to think about it really hard, I really need to say ,my prays more before I go to bed. Because the only time I even talk about GOd, is when I need help. SO in order for me , not to become a screw up, and do the right thing, and have a chance to go to heaven one day. I’m going to start trying to have more faith in people, things, life and God. Because I rather spend the rest of my life believing in God, and find out he does exist, then not believing in him and find out he does. Wish me luck