get him back

well, we were going out for 3 months or so, but i was having a bad week and dumped him… n i feel so bad… i thought about him ALL summer while he was in army training… n i talked to him n idk… IK he still likes me… but idk wats gonna happen… he says if he dies while hes in the army he wants me to have the flag off his casket… and i told him not to talk stupid… its just i care soooo much…. idk y i didnt keep him.. i just wasnt thinking… i miss him sooooo freaking much… hes my baby….....

He is darkness and light and everything in between. I’m lost without him.

Goal as of:
JUNE 14TH, 2009

Oh, this is not going to happen, ever. We’re much too different, and I’m much too happy in my current relationship situation.

I’m not counting out the possibility of playing with him sexually at some point, though. He’s currently single and I’m polyamorous, so why not? I still like him both as a friend and in the sexual / cuddly kind of way even though I don’t want a relationship with him.

Maybe I’ll keep this goal on my list just to keep track in a single place on how the situation’s going to develop, though.

tonight, i may see him.. i want him to think i look sexy, the way he used to look at me and want me back. if i do see him, i’m going to be quite cold

please. .

i bumped into him yesterday for the first time since breaking up. I want him so much

I Really Really Liked Him, Now Im Out For Revenge, He Just Used Me But Dare I Say The L Word? I Still L**E Him :(

i love this one guy alott and he loves me too but we arnt dateing because of our friends.
his frineds dont like me and my friends do like him.
his friends think im some stuck up prep who doesnt care about the world and my friends think hes some emo dude that is horrible.
i mean sure, he has snake bites and gauges in his ears but that doenst atomaticly make him a bad guy. does it?

he broke up with me a week ago, after a year and 3 months and im devastated. everytime i think about it it makes me cry! everything, and i mean everything reminds me of him. He didnt even have a reason! ok so we were going through a rough patch but he just said i dont know what i want anymore yet he keeps telling me he loves me and he misses me. he said he would do ANYTHING for me he would love me forever and i believed him. i feel so stupid…hes moved away this week – only during weekdays and has barely contacted me even though its his first week. all i want is to be with him again, feel his arms around me again. it feels so wrong and i cant even imagine being with someone else. i dont know what to do, i dont know how to get him back. he keeps on saying i have done nothing wrong and that its him, i feel so useless. i havent seen him since it happened but cant help texting him and calling him but he seems so busy and un-caring. god.