get him back

but now i have come to realize that i did stupid things i dont blame him for leaving but now that i just wanna love him unconditonally and feel that he still cares, but just doesnt want to open up that i want him to allow himself to be with me again. hah hes my best friend my musical soulmate since i was a kid, no guy yet has compared to him.

well, we were going out for 3 months or so, but i was having a bad week and dumped him… n i feel so bad… i thought about him ALL summer while he was in army training… n i talked to him n idk… IK he still likes me… but idk wats gonna happen… he says if he dies while hes in the army he wants me to have the flag off his casket… and i told him not to talk stupid… its just i care soooo much…. idk y i didnt keep him.. i just wasnt thinking… i miss him sooooo freaking much… hes my baby….....

He is darkness and light and everything in between. I’m lost without him.

Goal as of:
JUNE 14TH, 2009

Oh, this is not going to happen, ever. We’re much too different, and I’m much too happy in my current relationship situation.

I’m not counting out the possibility of playing with him sexually at some point, though. He’s currently single and I’m polyamorous, so why not? I still like him both as a friend and in the sexual / cuddly kind of way even though I don’t want a relationship with him.

Maybe I’ll keep this goal on my list just to keep track in a single place on how the situation’s going to develop, though.

tonight, i may see him.. i want him to think i look sexy, the way he used to look at me and want me back. if i do see him, i’m going to be quite cold

please. .

i bumped into him yesterday for the first time since breaking up. I want him so much

I Really Really Liked Him, Now Im Out For Revenge, He Just Used Me But Dare I Say The L Word? I Still L**E Him :(

i love this one guy alott and he loves me too but we arnt dateing because of our friends.
his frineds dont like me and my friends do like him.
his friends think im some stuck up prep who doesnt care about the world and my friends think hes some emo dude that is horrible.
i mean sure, he has snake bites and gauges in his ears but that doenst atomaticly make him a bad guy. does it?