I love him so much
2 years ago
that sometimes… it all goes wrong in my head.
And then I get stressed, angry, irritable, feel all those weird feelings of fear and insecurity…
And I behave like a stupid, disgusting creature, instead of really just relax and love him and let him love me.
I want to give him the love and freedom he deserves, and this safety feeling..
And instead, sometimes I just keep hurting him. Get angry at myself him for nothing real. Because it’s me that is so messed up and scared of losing him.
I need to believe in our Love and stop being afraid. Just be content we are together, and not let anything else matter that much.
