Over the weekend, despite how absolutely out of it I was on Saturday afternoon.
Last Tuesday was a disaster though; never smoked so much in my LIFE >.<
I think we’re definitely getting there though.
I’m enjoying not drinking too much to get drunk and smoke.
May 27, 02:52PM PDT | 0 comments
Drank too much, had a cigarette.
Took so long to light it, I almost gave up.
But I didn’t >.<
Still have half a pack of John Players in my bag.
I’ll bin them.
Alcohol and cigarettes.
Typical.
I can beat this.
May 06, 03:57AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
Beat this on Thursday night. Downed a couple of pints of cider (I know it was naughty, but shhh. I decided I could have it to mark the three week point between not drinking and then being able to get absolutely hammered. So I got slightly tipsy :]) and then went outside to the smoking area. I actually only went to get a wristband that says ‘smoking’ for the sheer irony.
But yes, a couple of drinks in me and no cigarettes.
One down, four to go.
May 03, 04:05AM PDT | 0 comments
... if I can last five nights out without stealing a drunken cigarette off someone, then I think I’ve beaten this.
I only smoked one last night; I think being out with non smokers helped, because I didn’t have to go outside with the smokers so I wasnt on my own in the club.
I can do this :]
Maybe if I can beat this, I can beat my obsession with garlic bread after a few too many drinks. No one likes a smelly drunk girl.
Apr 15, 11:34AM PDT | 0 comments