I want to really push myself to be all that I can be, so I am entering a contest to win, and I am entering evey contest in North and South America, My writings need wings. I am the master of my toughts and the reactions to my feelings, the Universe is in tune with me in this!
Nov 01, 01:07PM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments
LadyDevina is blogging and working on my portfolio
I am who I am – take me for that woman…or don’t…I leave that choice entirely up to those that find a way into my life…
Oct 27, 12:12PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
This is such a nice goal, great entries…
Oct 08, 04:58PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
How have I missed this goal and who are these people with the goal?? (I do know Zaldania) I feel as if I’ve just tapped into life on another planet!! ...an alternate universe…who knew the magic 8 ball was at all useful?? whee!!!
Sep 21, 09:58AM PDT | 4 cheers | 0 comments
FL_Cutie believes "every day above ground is a good day".
That’s how I’m feeling right now. I’m crossing things off my list that have been there for a long time. I’m being completely honest with myself and clear about my goals and dreams. I’m not worrying about how I’ll be perceived by being myself and sharing my desires. I’m smiling when I feel it. I’m crying when I feel it. I’m jamming out in the car to Run DMC one minute and Neil Diamond the next. I’m loving my family and friends and enjoying my time with them. So maybe I’m kickin’ my own butt and takin’ my own name, but I’m feeling a freedom in daily life that I can’t explain.
Jul 09, 04:30PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
always wanted to leave the place where I grew up and start over, looks like It’s finally happening. It almost seems surreal, don’t know if I’ll realize it until the plane takes off. Leaving my “secure” job of 5 years and everyone who knows me…but neither has really made me happy. After doing the same thing for so long, it’s almost as if you can’t break away…you tell yourself it’s “impossible”...”maybe next year”. I figure sometimes you have to take a leap to follow your dreams, no matter how insane they seem to everyone around you. It will definitely be a journey, but I’m looking forward to it.
Jun 21, 12:43PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
Jun 17, 10:57PM PDT | 0 comments
Last week I resigned in order to focus on my writing. I’ll still be helping them out once in a while if they need me which is fine with me cos I really do love the company. So I’m not completely moving on but I’m giving myself time to do what I want to do. I better not mess this up and do what people think I’ll do which is bail and spend the year watching tv. My mom even wants me to give her a monthly goal list for this book so that can tell what I’ve done. I’m bloody 26! Unfortunately they are right I have said that I will do a lot of things and never finish it. So whoevers out there I need you to kinda support me on this one please. I want to prove them and myself wrong…I’m not a loser!
May 20, 12:46AM PDT | 7 cheers | 1 comment
im thinking of moving to vegas for a few months to help out at the new hard rock on the strip…if they’ll let me transfer. i’ve never up and moved to a new place on my own before and think it would be an interesting experience.
May 14, 01:25PM PDT | 4 cheers | 0 comments
FL_Cutie believes "every day above ground is a good day".
The past few days especially, I’ve just been feeling so much more comfortable with myself. While I’ve always felt that I’ve known myself, I know this learning is continual. I’ve always tried to be myself, though I know that sometimes it’s been easier than others. I’m feeling much more comfortable with the “no apologies” part. I am who I am, take it or leave it, I am who I am. Truly. I’m not holding back affection for fear of scaring someone. I’m smiling more because life is too short not to. I’m enjoying the sunshine and wind at my face. I’m listening to songs that make me smile and I’m helping to make others smile and laugh. It feels good. I’m not holding back. I’m letting go. Finally. I’m crying when I miss my aunt or my grandfather or… In those tears and in laughter, I remember them and feel that love once again. I’m moving forward, taking steps on my own, without being forced. I’m looking for opportunities I’m interested in. I’m becoming certified for a career while I continue to work my job. I’m reading and educating myself outside of classes, for fun and because I’m interested in these topics. I’m full of thoughts and solutions. I’m taking better care of myself. I’m driving more slowly and carefully. I’m taking care of my finances and preparing for the unexpected. I’m eating healthier and cooking more. I’m enjoying cooking, not just baking. I’m cherishing every minute I am blessed to share with my dog. I’m cherishing moments with my parents and conversations with my grandmother. I’m jogging and enjoying it? Getting up early in the morning to jog and enjoying it? Who is this person? I think I like her.
May 06, 07:38PM PDT | 2 cheers | 0 comments