(What is RSS?)Well, I guess there have been some steps in the right direction on trying to find him. I have friends of mine that call me up out of the blue and tell me they have seen him, kind of like big foot sightings. So all I know right now is that he is back in town and he lives somewhere near the beach. Other then that I have no more information. Still nothing from child support services… nothing. So in a year there has been very very little progress.
When I got pregnant with my daughter, her father took off. He shut off his phone, quit his job, and moved away. I have a couple of guesses to where he might be but I don’t know for sure. He knows that he has a kid out there but he refuses to take responsibility. It would be nice to at least know where he is, to know if he is still a live or not… just something. My daughter has already started asking about her dad and I don’t know what to tell her, I blow off the questions and give a cookie cutter answer. I am sure I can’t do that for to much longer because she will get wise to it and demand to know more. I think they should meet at least once in life. But then again forcing someone to be apart of something they don’t want to be in would just be more heart ache for my daughter and myself. Child support services can’t even find him even though I have given them his social security number, his drivers license number and even his Indian reservation registration number. It isn’t fair to her to have this going on. I want to provide her with a father or at least even a father figure. I have been looking into trying to get her into the Indian reservation but I can’t even do that unless her father comes out of the woodwork. I am almost at a stand still right now and I don’t even know where to look anymore.
