die

My forever love,please talk to God and convince him to make all these things that i live now, to make them just a bad dream or a glance to the future and next morning, when i will wake up to find u next to me…Why God can` t give a second chance?I a;ways knew it that i don` t live without u?i didn`t need this to understand it… I love u so much my Kyril,please speak to someone up there,just for the sake of our love… If u love me… If u ever loved me…Hear my pray and answer to my pain….I miss u so much,the taste of life is not the same anymore,u were my life…now i dead…how u can call a lost soul in a cold body…this is me…i love u,please do not forget me at the end…Wait for me.

Well since you didn’t die yet. There is a small little crazy ass you inside still interest in something- the curiosity is what makes us wanting more- it didn’t kill the cat, it gave the cat 9 more lives to live.

And trust me, I’ve tried to die, and it just ends up me living with the consquences of my actions- lots of brain cells killed- now get light-headed, forget things (which should be a good thing- but it only got my short term memory, not the long term memory- the ones you want to forget), wake up with panic attacks- due to brain damage, numbness in my calf and face sometimes. Plus I’m even more mad at myself.

Don’t take it out on yourself. It’s not your fault- it’s those assholes you live with. Get away from that shit, it’s bring you down.

You have gifts, you just don’t know it or you spend way too much time thinking about negative shit and numbing your thought out to even know what the fuck your good at- stop! Stop listening to music, watching tv, surfing the net, playing video games, etc. Find yourself by first going for walks, join a gym, seek friends (even if you suck at it like I do), learn new things, do art, read books that you like, build something, force yourself at the end of the day to think of all the positive shit that happened instead of all the shit that hit the fan.

Fuck them! Find yourself.

how funny, so many of us.

Well we all die someday sooo….. When I die im gona get someone to come on my account and mark ive done this :D

Well its been few years since i added this to my list. I had been depressed before. This is the worst time of my life and i am very close to it but. Today i realized… It can not get any worse … there is no fear of any thing . not even death. I realized that life is in fact worth living. There are bad times but there are good times as well . you have to fight the bad times to reach the goods. and when you are there you wont regret. BUT yeah its not gonna last for ever so you better get ready for the bad time again. Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh what the hell i am going to kill my self . you should too. good bye

life has no meening

its always like shes the boss she always be nice to me when school comes and buys me favoriate things but now she hates me like she never did well.. she travled now and she will stay there for 1 week so i am free of her but when she comes home she hugs me and kiss me on my cheeck then slap me … do i wanna kill her and die

To go to heaven of course

worth doing

pls tel how to die