I spent quite alot of time here, in an earlier incarnation, writing poetry about my first love, one that just was doomed by circumstance and happenstance out of our control.
I gathered my courage and strength to find love again, in a big part through that exercise, and exorcise of self understanding.
And when I was strong enough, when I was self-aware enough, Love found me again, exactly when I least expected it.
It took a good 5 years to heal old wounds. I think they were the longest and most painful of my life.
When I look into her eyes, though, and I see all her own trials and tribulations that she took to get to me, I know it was all worth it.
I’ve never known such a love before. I am so thankful.
Jul 28, 09:46PM PDT | 2 cheers | 1 comment
heaveemetal The questions asked but never known, Which way I'll go
Dec 05, 2008, 08:31PM PST | 9 cheers | 0 comments
heaveemetal The questions asked but never known, Which way I'll go
this should be goal number 1…
Since I’m available and looking….
Jun 05, 2008, 07:36AM PDT | 11 cheers | 21 comments
i do believe i’ve found ‘the one’ lol. I was only in love once before and that was a long time ago and i got hurt so bad. But the guy i found is the best thing ever. He’s deffinately trouble lol but i am too!!! we are perfect together and might move out together soon.
aRieL<3
Mar 17, 2008, 09:48AM PDT | 0 comments
heaveemetal The questions asked but never known, Which way I'll go
an entry to this…that will change today…
Any relationship has it’s hurdles and obstacles…some are harder to overcome than others…
But some things need to be tried…like I’ve said before…there is no absolute right and wrong in many instances…no black and white…but many shades of gray…
And then again…some things are right…even when others think they are wrong…who are they to judge???...
And so I made this
Mar 15, 2008, 12:08PM PDT | 14 cheers | 3 comments
That’s all. Just “hummph”. And a pouty face to go with it.
Apr 17, 2007, 07:48PM PDT | 0 comments
so, i’ve been using this quote from the three amigos at work lately. when someone is funny i say, in my best el guapo-like voice, “i like these guys. these are funny guys! too bad i have to kill them”. i made a new friend at work and out of the blue he said that same quote, in the same el guapo-like voice! i was stunned, and when i told him we might be MFEO, he didn’t go sit somewhere else, and continued to keep me in stitches for a good 45 minutes.
Dec 02, 2006, 10:30AM PST | 2 cheers | 1 comment
He called her, wanting to take her out for ice cream. She politely declined because she had to work (and she did), but she still felt guilty. Truth was, he was a perfectly nice guy but (and there’s always a but) she daydreamt of someone else. All of her life she had hoped that the one she was daydreaming about would call and ask her out for ice cream. Maybe today just wasn’t her day.
Sep 18, 2006, 10:43PM PDT | 0 comments
I guess I just don’t like the way this is phrased. I’m a bit superstitious aren’t I? It has to be mutual though and after I added this to my list I had this vision of chasing someone in vain. Ya know? Like pursuing someone. Pshaw! That’s what I mean. It has to be a mutual thang. (DELETE THIS ENTRY BEFORE LOGGING OUT)
Ha!
Sep 17, 2006, 12:05AM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments
He laughs heartily at my jokes. This could be love.
Sep 09, 2006, 12:58PM PDT | 2 cheers | 2 comments
