Scully EP is giving up...
I thought before that it was always too late.
But life has teached me different. I had a son, adopted in 02, and I left some infos, but I know not enough to find me. Why? I don’t know, I considered I wasn’t responsible for what had happened, and that I had to live a pregnancy against my will, and I was very angry, that’s true. Yet I wanted him to have a family, and that’s also true that when I reached the 8 months preg, I wanted to keep him. But I had nothing, and I had no father to give him. At that time I wasn’t aware of my own father, still it must have been there. It might be possible to reach the person who took care of my file, really maybe, I don’t know, and leave something to him. For now he’s 5, and he’s got both a mother and a father, I talked to a social worker for it was possible quick at the time. It seems that history repeats itself, one way or the other. But maybe I can do it’s different this way, by forgiving to my Dad and talk to him on one hand, but also by leaving something to my son. It’s a serious decision, but the more I think about it, the more just I think it is.