to save souls 1 month ago

I’m not really sure why I felt the necessity to post this as a goal. There isn’t one person on the planet that doesn’t strive for success. Now the ultimate meaning behind the six letter word means different things to each person, that doesn’t stop anyone from attempting to achieve it.

To me to be successful means to complete all my goals to my own personal satisfaction, to make the people I love and care about proud about my accomplishments – mainly to give my parents something to brag about ;) See having that own definition in mind seems like a pretty defined outline, almost makes it seem as if I have it all together – which would be completely wrong.

I am a person of lists. I like them.. no I love them, I love the way they look, the structure of them, the obviousness of them the sense of accomplishment I get from checking something off of my lists. The problem is, that I love them so much that I write to many of them, I loose them and in my struggle for perfection I loose sight of the real reason I’m making them. Now before I go off on a rant that will generally confuse anyone attempting to follow my thought process, what I mean to say is I have a success list.

My success list changes every day, I obtain new goals, I get inspired by new things and I change my mind. When I started an account on here my goals circulated on attending culinary school, and owning my own restaurant – now I still want to do that (the restaurant bit, nothing to do with school) But I’m currently in college for Business Sales and Marketing, and when I graduate next year, I intend to come back to my college with a post grad program with Business Entertainment and Sports marketing, possibly attempt to squish that program in with my Public Relations program and go for the gold.

If you’re still following, my point is – I want to many things, I change my mind and I go back, I want to be a jack of all trades AND master in all of them. Wish me luckkk, god knows I will need it ;) 17 months ago