I WANT TO BE A MOTHER

Is it a dream or reality…
to be a mother
Is it going to be happen soon?
after one year?
2 years
3 years
or more?

or it will never happen?

Tell me god?

I need that so bad..
and I will promise you that I will be a good mother.

I will feed them…take care of them
teach them…lean from them
drive them to school…drive me crazy
hug them ….. kiss them
love them…and never curse them out :)

my signature:
eager to be a mother.

I want to have three kids :) I Believe I would be a great loving mother and teacher to my kids if I can ever have them. It would be hard for me to have children because I think I have PCOS…so right now it seems far fetch and I get depressed thinking about it because I dont see why I am here if I cant have children don’t understand why me? there are many young girls outbhere having children and abandoning them , not taking care of them or women outhere who dont take care of kids, killing them etc… but why me someone who want children someone who is cabable of watching them grow and loved them… ;/ maybee one day I will be a mother because without children in my life I will never be fully happy… i will always have that hole in my heart that no one will fill… i want to feel needed and loved by a child i wanted to nurture… and take care of babies… and pets can do that but its not the same it really not.

I would love to be a mum one day. Not too soon, I want to go to uni and make sure I’m financially stable, but when the time comes I’d love it so much.