7 years ago I had these disease that made me really really skinny, it was some bacteria I had cought while travelling. I was really upset about be so thin, so I overate all the time to try to gain weight without any luck. For 2 years I did this. Ate every day all the time till I felt that I was about to explode, and my tymmy was like a bolloon. Then one day I got this treatment that killed my disease, and then boom! I gained 12 kg in just two months! I felt happy and more strong, but my eating habits where not going to change. I just had to eat and eat all the time, until I was about to explode. I gained further weight, and was growing out of my clothes and did’t feel good about that. Was used to being skinny. But I could’t stop eating, so I started purging. I seemed like the only way. And then I could binge all I wanted to without gaining much weight. Loosing weight has never happened though. But the sad thing is that I can not stop. I’ve been doing this now for 5 years, and I promise my self every day to stop binging and stop purging, but I need help. Please, his is just killing me:(
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I have been using the Daily Plate to track my calories and have been eating only 1300-1500 a day. I have been eating less sugar and more protein and fiber. All this helps.
Why is it that this seems to be so impossible for me? I go a few days without binging and then, for some reason, I just go nuts. I know I’m doing it, and yet I continue. What the hell? I have no idea why I do it…
i do the same as lauren—
damn does it suck!
im going to stop my cheez-it intake, with waffles afterword :l
As soon as I get home from school, I automatically go and get some sweets out the cupboard to eat. Just because I’m bored. Or because it’s a habbit, never because I’m actually hungry. Well, it’s going to stop from this moment on.
seriously only i wuld b thick enough to do this:
i joined this site yesterday n put stop binging as one of my things, so wat do i do 2day
binge like iv not eaten in days!!!
wat is rong wit me!!!
i think i managed to purge most of it but, it was jst that loss of self control that kills me, bloody hell i suck
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