sing on stage again

Again, another deep yearning within that I just miss. It’s such a great feeling, either singing a solo or leading worship, to be on stage. Would love to do it again soon.

eventually…

is coming up again. The Multi cultural Cabaret is soon!

I had a few experiences hat made me feel defeated and I wanted to quit singing, but I stuck it out and it has paid off. I sing for our worship team and for our traveling ministry group. With God all things are possible!

I love to sing and I don’t think that there is a better feeling than being on stage with a big crowd in the audience. In High School I was in chior for four years and that is one thing that i really miss about school now i have no reason to be onstage. It is a completely nervracking experience but it also gives you such a rush all of the energy from the crowd. GOD I MISS IT! I guess you could call me a ham but I love singing. And the shower just doesn’t always cut it :)

God i miss singing so much.. so much that it is unexplainable.. i know i can get involved in group chorus’ and all that.. but its just not the same as having so many opportunities to get up there and just sing.. just sing your heart out like it used to be way back when i was in middle school and highschool and all that.. i sing everyday.. but its not that rush, that feeling of just throwing yourself out there.. i listen to recordings of past duets and solos and concerts.. everytime i drive by this one huge church i just have memories of how everything echoed.. i still remember harmonies and just petty little warm ups from voice labs.. i’d take lessons to get back into it again.. but no funds for that.. god the last time i went back on stage.. with rachel.. simply just doing karaoke at darien lake to show everyone what singing really sounded like (4 like 15 year olds kept going up on stage every two minutes singing nsync and britney spears songs.. so everyone made us get up there) but to get to the point it felt so good.. to hold a mic and to have someone be listening.. as nervewrecking as it is.. its so worth it.. god i love when matty comes home and he jams on his guitar while i get to sit there and sing brand new and just jam with him.. i’ve been writing a lot lately.. mostly because i miss singing.. i sit here and just at times out of no where belt out a certain part of a song.. as i’m typing i’m belting out a song by jennifer day called completely.. god singing is my escape.. i hope i never lose it with all this petty crap going on right now.. god i miss it more than i can explain..