get my body back

I am a thirty-four year old female who has been struggling with her weight for years. I am not huge, but I am not happy. I really need to get into the frame of mind that I need to be successful. All I want is to feel comfortable in my own skin!

i feel really good about my body just now! yay!

awesome!!!

lost some weight and i look a bit better!!!

i need to focus more on the steps to get my body back, i.e. exercising regularly, eating right, etc….and the body will follow.

Because one good thing filters through and alters so many other aspects of one’s life and as far as getting the old bod back into shape goes, this one is a biggy!

and its made me gain sooooo much weight, i dont look bad or anything but i dont feel like me!

to make this a priority, how long have i been trying to lose the same 5, 10, and 20 lbs. its not like i don’t know why i’m out of shape. i eat terrible and haven’t been exercising. it used to be that whatever else was going on in my life that was messed up at least I was in shape and in control of my body and now I don’t even have that….

that I am an over weight dowdy housewife slipping into her 30’s. You know what there is nothing wrong with that. The only time I ever have a problem with my weight is when I think about it. I can still play int he park with my son and go for walks without getting winded and do stuff. So you know what I don’t care if I weigh almost two hundred pounds I’m just fine with the way I am now—either that or just two lazy to do anything about it.

Well I hate my job, and my boyfriend is a putz. For the last two weeks i have had this twisty knotty stabbing pain in my stomach and I haven’t been able to eat so I lost four pounds. Lets hear it for giving yourself an ulser