See a psychologist

I just came home from seeing a psychologist. She was very helpful. I intend to go back. While there are no particular details I wish to give, this was worth doing.

I think I want some help dealing with some issues that I haven’t been so successful with myself, but I’m not sure I can talk to a complete stranger about this. I’m not even sure how to choose someone, really. Just pick a name off the insurance list? ...I’m working up to it.

It felt unnatural, and bizarre. Un-Human maybe? I feel that you should do this thing with a friend and not a stranger. But the fact that this stranger has knowledge that could help me, and is more objective than any of my friends made me do it.

One of the things that he told me was, that I just need someone to talk. Along with other things.. Soon I’ve started crying.. (And it was only my first session :P)

It was totally worth it. I’m going again on Wednesday. :)

i booked an appointment. so friday will be the day. anxious? very. :/ i hope it will be alright, she seemed like a nice person.

I know i need to..but how do i begin to sit down with a stranger and discuss everything things that no one knows? strange i suppose ill know when i have to

I plan on going Thrusday but everytime I plan to go I never end up going. So I hope I can find strength to go Thrusday. I know I need to go its just so hard to walk through those doors and admit to someone that my life sucks and I need them to rectify my life.

Every time I see her, I leave with a feeling of sorrow, but relief as well. It’s good to talk to someone who understands, and is there to help me get better.

I really hope that all the 1000+ people on “Commit suicide” get in contact with a psyhologist or a psychiatrist. They’re there to help, and they know how to do it.

yea, I still need to do this. Ive got some stuff in my head that just keeps coming round all the time. I need to go see someone and find out if I need to listen to what my inner self is saying or if I just need to drop it and move on.
I havent got on with this yet because of cost and organising appointments and when my thoughts arent bothering me its so easy to think it`ll be ok, ....but then they come back – and I`m sure they will continue to, until I seek professional guidence.

I saw the psychologist for the first time last Friday…I’ll consider the goal achieved when I stop seeing her.