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esinishe 's nerves are cracking... breaking down... she wants to breathe

far away.. now 3 months ago

revenge.. or what you call it… I dunno… I am not that angry but a bit more.. concerned rather..

whatever! anger kills.. so it is good.

Jul 06, 11:15AM PDT | 0 comments


esinishe 's nerves are cracking... breaking down... she wants to breathe

feeling sorry 11 months ago

since the hospital and the treatment I have this angry moments, and being cheated on did not help it at all..

sometimes I go to bed and start getting angry.. with lots of reasons, and then I can not forgive and forget

I know everything on time in life.. no rush I am not rushing, but then in the day I say very mean things and I hurt.
I am very angry, to people… I do not like it. they sometimes deserve it… I know, but I shouldn’t dirty my soul with feeling anger. too late maybe
I dunno…

well

took me lots of times to explain it.. but it is a step. at least

I think if I can forgive, this anger will go.. if only I can…

Nov 04, 2007, 11:26PM PST | 8 cheers | 1 comment



 

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